“We’ll do nothing.” I nod. “Yes.” “So…we’ll be doing nothing for the entire next year.” I nod again, but this time I get that feeling. The same feeling I got last summer when Isabella told me she’s glad I’m not like all her other friends that have hooked up with Matteo - I’m grieving something that never even happened. It’s heavier than melancholy - I know there must be a word for it. He frowns. “That can’t be right.” I’m still a little tipsy and his are playful, which makes him even more attractive. Everything about him makes him attractive. He’s just looks so good, damn it. “Why not?” I ask. He nods his chin at me. “Because you’re you.” His eyes fall to my lips for a second before they give me a onceover to make his point. I still don’t get it, like he isn’t making any sense. “