Valentina
New York, United States - December 31st, 2020
10:53pm
Isabella makes me stand in the freezing cold without my jacket so the two of us and Aurora can take pictures while holding sparklers.
I try to find Matteo afterwards, but I spot him kissing Ariana, and I’m not sure whether I’m truly hurt or of it’s just my ego.
I go back to the living room, where I do shots with Aurora and Aleksi to get my mind off it. He’s not mine and he never will be but seeing him kiss someone else will always bother me.
I hate how good he looks when he’s kissing someone, hate it even more because of how it feels inside my body. Him kissing someone else should not bother me the way it does.
Luca also joins the shots party, so I end up doing two more with him. One of Tequila, and a sweet one he mixes
