Camilla I know I shouldn't have so much to drink last night, but I was celebrating, or maybe I was mourning. I no longer know what I want with all of this. I should be happy that I got what I wanted, but I have started feeling like I'm not really on the winning side. I focused so much on proving my innocence that I lost sight of other things. I know that this will be a hard blow for Sharon and William, but it's really the punishment they deserve? I'm almost certain that Sharon's chances with Scott are gone now, but I don't know how close they got these weeks that we had been apart. I get up, ready to prepare some breakfast for Rachel, as she has been taking care of me, but when I walk outside of my room I find she is already awake and drinking coffee. "Is there more of that?" I ask, fi