Scott
I ignored the phone, work, and everything that had to do with the real world and focused on trying to rebuild my memories. I even went so far as to buy a notebook and I have a list of neatly written memories and discrepancies. The more I see, the more I realized just how messed up it all really is. I had allowed small digs to start burrowing into my skin and making me doubt my wife for months. At first, it had been easy to ignore them or dismiss them, so sure I was of her, but they still managed to do damage, something I didn't realize until it was too late. I had allowed doubt to cloud my judgment at the worst moment.
If it had been just from one front, I might have been able to ignore that, but it was all my family, some supposed friends, and even people working for us that had
