Camilla
The end of the trial brought such a different result from what my memories told me. I had gotten everything when the previous time I got nothing. I was glad, but part of me was sad. Scott and I were no longer together. When I had decided to get married, it had been a forever thing, but now I was single again. I feel so old to be starting again from scratch.
It feels like a failure. Part of me understands that nothing about this was my doing, but the other part is convinced that I failed. When we married, I expected it to be forever, and now I'm walking away from my promises. It is an act of necessity, but still, it hurts. This is not the way I planned my life. I was supposed to stay married and start a family, and just in a few days, and because of the whim of an egotistical man
