Amber “I swear I will make your fear of s*x disappear…” He whispered while kissing me softly. Until today, I had always kept this truth hidden from the world that I have a fear of s*x. I used to have sleepless nights if I even witnessed someone having s*x at a club. I could never forget that full moon night five years ago. My horrifying, painful cries that reverberated in my own ears from that night. It was not easy to console myself, to fool myself into believing that now I was safe. The physical injuries had healed in a few days, but the fear of s*x left permanent scars on my heart and mind. If I hadn't fought in my own self-defense that night and fallen victim to his cruelty, I might have committed suicide by now. But even after saving myself from that incident, I had never been abl