I get up from the ground, Connor hasn't checked up on me yet. I don't know what is going on in the lounge. I feel somewhat ashamed, because now all of them knows what happened. I feel like I can't look at them, that's how ashamed I feel. Ryan called Anna out of the bathroom, so I'm eager to know if Connor is okay. I take a deep breath and I walk out of the bathroom. I walk to the lounge, uncle Peter isn't here. Ryan and Anna are sitting on the sofa. "Where is everyone else?" I ask. Anna looks at me "Jessica and Connor is in the yard, uncle Peter left" she says. I nod as I walk away towards the backyard. As I stand by the sliding door, I see Connor and Jessica sitting on the sun loungers. Connor looks frustrated, and Jessica looks heartbroken. I hug myself, I don't want to go outside to