It has been a week since Connor went to the camp place. We haven't contacted each other, I thought that I would just not bother him during this time. I miss him a lot but this week, things took a turn for myself, and mostly it will for us. This is something that I'm not ready for, but yet it is here. I do not know what I will do or what Connor will do in this case.
I am standing in the bathroom and I look at two positive pregnancy tests that I am holding in my hands. I close my eyes, I take in a deep breath. I open my eyes again and I release the breath. I place the pregnancy tests down. I can't believe it, my mind goes back to what Jessica said, Connor was planning to have a child, hoping that a child would bring happiness within our world. A child is a gift, but in our situation it i
