*Kloud I stare into the yard as everyone is cleaning up all the dead rogues. Still in utter disbelief about what happened yesterday. I feel a little hollow, I know it is where Jasper used to fill and I try to remind myself that he will always be with me. How different my life is from a year ago, how much I've changed. I start to think about the future and how life will be after this day. The thought doesn't make me happy. “Hey babe” Shylar comes up behind me and holds me “Hey” I say leaning back into him. “We are almost done, then we can forget about this whole day and focus on sending Jasper on.” He says. See wolves have a ceremony, our version of a funeral. I didn't get to go to my parents but I'm going to make sure Jasper's is perfect and for me, it will be for Jasper and the r

