~ARTHUR~
When I finally catch up to Emily, her eyes are all red and swollen. Immediately I'm hit with guilt at knowing that I was the one doing this to her.
Emily didn't deserve any of this. She was kind and gentle, she was loving and caring, everything one would need from a good wife. She possessed all of the qualities that I was looking for and she knew that just as much as I did.
She's done nothing but been faithful and kind to me, then why am I doing this to her? Why am I hurting her?
If I know all of this; then why do I keep letting Gabriella get to me? It's like whenever I'm in a room alone with her I keep forgetting how to f*****g think. I keep telling myself that I would not do it the next time, that I would not let myself get lost in her. But each time I keep forgetting the pr
