The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 8

It's been a month and a half from my internship in a career that I love. No matter what kind of duty or what department Will the work be difficult or not? as far as I have assessed my own abilities There is no part of the work that I can't do ... What I am saying is not self-sacrificing or what? because of the results of my work even during the internship period At present, I have changed my position from dental assistant to internist ...

The nature of the dental practice is quite difficult. But that was beyond my ability to do and started to do better and better. until there was a compliment from the hospital's top dentist

" Nong Mei is getting better and better every day. He is a person who learns things very quickly. It only took a little more than a month to be able to cure the patient's teeth at level 1.”

" The doctor said too much. Am I not that good at anything? Because I have a doctor to advise and give advice to me. So I have today .... Thank you very much, Doctor . before saying thank you to the beautiful doctor

“ So humble, this little dentist. Did you know that soon I'm going to move to work to treat patients on the mountain in Chiang Rai Province. "

" I know, but I think it's too early, brother? You want me to become a full-fledged dentist ?!”

" You've made a good decision. Because the villagers up there do not have a doctor. No one was there to treat their illnesses. And I believe that my talented sister Mei can already do it. ” I had tears welling up in my eyes. before getting up and hugging the beautiful doctor with gratitude that he believed in my abilities

" I thank you, Doctor. who believes in me I will do my duty here as best as the doctor intends. " Tears of pride flowed down his cheeks. which on the side of me is not anyone else Little Camp keeps using a white handkerchief. who picked it up from his trouser pocket and wiped the tears for me understandably

" Stop crying now, smart guy .... Nong Camp. When you're not here, please, Nong Camp, take care of your smart guy too . " expected from the person in front of him

" I'm happy and willing to take care of Mei, Doctor. You don't have to worry .... Wait a minute, Doctor ! There's still almost 2 weeks left , isn't it ? The beautiful doctor immediately answered that question.

" I changed my mind to go there in the next 2 days. And today is the last day that I will work here. For the remaining 2 days, I have to prepare, including equipment to help the villagers up there. Now I understand .... In any case, I would like to thank Nong Kamp very much for taking care of this little dentist in the future. even though it has been taken care of since the beginning Anyway, I asked the two of us to fight. If there's an opportunity, you can go up to me ..." I felt like I couldn't tell. It's too early even though I've known about it for a while. But this is my beautiful doctor who will play for the next two days. As a result, I came back to tears with mourning for the doctor again. Well, the young man was there to wipe away my tears as usual. Even though this time it was hardly subtitled …

until the time of farewell came Everyone in the dental department spent the afternoon when there were no patients in front of the building, more than 10 people stood to deliver the doctors, and Nong Kamp and I were among them. I had a feeling of jealousy about how I was about to lose someone important to me. At the same time, he was proud of what he wanted to do for others. Finally, the moment when the beautiful doctor bid farewell to each of the brothers and sisters in the department until it arrived with Nong Camp, who was the last. tears of joy Pride and sorrow all mixed together. Then his elder waved goodbye, got into the car and later drove out of the hospital. I even cried and threw in a sobbing voice, causing the elders in the department to come to comfort and then tears with me as well.

" No need, brother. Wait, if we have time , I'll take you to see the doctor yourself .... is it okay ? As soon as I heard that, I felt delighted and slowly raised my head to look at those sharp eyes hopefully.

" Camp speaks the truth !"

" It's true .... Stop crying now. See? I'll take you to change a new shirt. " I feel hopeful that I will see the doctor again, but I don't know when. At least I already know that someone will definitely take me to see the doctor again. Before following his younger brother to change clothes in the room casually

Working in the afternoon on the same day was quite hectic. It is fortunate that the dental department has many dentists. Although there are a lot of patients, most of them do not have problems in treatment until they are worrisome. So I have time to help work in the outpatient registration department again in the past 2 weeks . At the same time, Nong Camp went to help with the dispensary work in the new building half an hour ago. Both of us do our own duties that we have been assigned to. While I was sitting and reading the history of a patient in order to prepare for further printing into the system,

( Mobile phone vibrates due to incoming calls ).... I hurriedly took my phone out of my pocket before looking at the screen. Dad !

" Hello, father ...."

" Where are you now ?" Father's voice was strangely hasty.

" I'm working, sir .... is there something wrong with you? "

" Come to see father in father's room ! Deo ... Deo ... Deo ..." I was shocked by my father's words and I have never met a father who cuts off the call so stubbornly. There must be something I don't wait. Hurry and tell the elder in the registration department that I asked to go to the teacher's room. He understands that let me go.

I half ran, half walked, wandering about what had happened. Why did father come to see me here? When I arrived in front of Father Nop's room Saw 2 adults talking with serious faces, along with 1 of my mothers in the room. before my mother turned to see that I had arrived hurriedly opened the door to receive me and took me inside where everyone was in a state of tension

" You need to have a good talk with your son, Joe ! Consider us asking Father Nop had a face that clearly pleaded with my father. Out of curiosity, I asked my father out of curiosity.

" What's wrong with your father calling Mei ?"

" Since when did it happen with Nong Kamp ?!"

" What are you talking about? What about Nong Camp? I'm totally confused ?!"

" You're dating Kamp, right ?!"

" Father !"

" What's the story like? Tell your father .... Father is very uncomfortable about this, but mother tried to explain to father to understand. "

" Does my father know about this? "

" Yes !! No matter what, you have to end any relationship with your father's friend's son right now ?!”

" But me and his younger brother .... We have good feelings for each other, father. "

" Don't say anything. Father doesn't want children to have to live like father .... Do you understand !! And you don't have to find a reason to keep the two of us together like we are now !”

" Why can't me and my younger brother have good feelings for each other .... when father and father Nop still love each other and wait for each other until we meet like today, isn't it?... "

" Stop !! If you're thinking of doing something, kid ... we don't have to meet again ?! " Ton would hear his father's cries and reasons why my father would stop doing that.

" You can't do that. I am teaching my child I don't want him to be hurt like the two of us, do you understand ?" My father turned around and pulled him into an embrace with tears running down his cheeks and telling him his reason.

" But you should understand your feelings. When you know what it feels like to be separated from someone you love And you can do that to your own child? Jo .... Let them go if you really love your child . It was an image that made me feel more loved and understood by the two of them. Which I was still in the arms of the mother who grabbed me before baking before the cry

" Nop is right, let them go if they love each other like the two of you. " The two turned to me and my mother with gentle eyes. It seems my father has given the green light to my love.

" If it's the wish of the child Father will not forbid But the father could not accept the two children who were the beloved children of both fathers as well. In any case, let time prove it. that we two love each other Do you feel good for each other from your true feelings in your heart ?..." My father's expression changed in a better direction before he walked over and hugged me and told me his feelings.

" I thank my father for understanding. " All 3 of us embraced with understanding, parents and children. In the meantime, because a 4th person opened the door with a confused expression on the incident.

" Dad, what's going on ?!" Everyone, including me, turned to look towards the source of the voice with shock ....