The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 11

" What did Father Noppap say? ... Do you want me to act as an assistant to Nong Kamp tomorrow morning? "

" That's right, kid. Why do you have to sound shocked like that, Mei? ... Mei doesn't want to take care of her younger sister like she said before ? It's a question that pierces my heart a lot.

" I still want to take care of Nong Kamp as before. But Nop's father knows that now Nong Kamp hardly talks to me. Even if we sleep in the same room, it's true .

" This is going to be a year already. Can't you still prove yourself to your son ?!" Yes, it's been a year since the incident happened that day. After Nong Kamp recovered, he was able to leave the special room. He went to collect everything in the room, leaving nothing for me to look at.

" I've tried, father !" I told him with a feeling of numbness. Because every time I meet with him Nong Camp will try to distance himself, not interfere, not have anything to do with me ever since that day. Sometimes we have the opportunity to talk The pronouns he used to refer to me became vulgar during the time we were alone. If it was in front of other people, he would call me Pee Mei and refer to himself as me as before. or even the facial expressions that are expressed towards me It was different from what he had to others.

" Don't be discouraged, son ... If Mei really loves your father's son I believe that one day Kamp must be soft-hearted and go back to be a lovely child for Mei, of course ... Fight, father's son, please help .

" Thank you very much, Father. "

" Stop calling me Father Nop. You can just call me father, son !"

" Thank you, father. I will never give up I will make Nong Camp accept me. "

" Okay, very good, that's all for now, son, today I have to take my mom to travel to many states ... Each of them are beautiful. There is a chance that Father will invite Chao Bank and Mei to come here for honeymoon !"

" I would like to prove myself to the younger ones first. Let's talk about that later, father. "

" Ok, if there's nothing else, wait a minute, baby. Conquer your heart quickly Father will wait to congratulate. "

" Thank you ... Hello, father. " After the conversation between me and the father of Nong Camp. which he called from before six o'clock in the evening until now, almost 2:30 p.m., just hung up on him

From my conversation with Father Nop this time It made me feel so nervous. Without knowing where I'm going to start tomorrow Will talk to each other know the same as before? Almost a year ago, the two of us talked very little, almost able to count the words. Even my younger brother's face still didn't want to look. Working together in the office won't ruin the work, right? I'm worried about it ! While I was sitting on the edge of the bed, using both hands to support the chin on the legs. There was a knock on the door from someone outside …

Knock knock ...

As if the knock on the door brought me back to the present moment, I felt a slight shock before looking up at the door. But there was still a knock again.

Knock knock ...

So I decided to go to the door and ask about the visitor.

“ Who is it ?” There was no response from the knocker. Out of curiosity, he asked again just to be sure.

" Who are you looking for ?!" Still silent as before, I was a little irritated before preparing to turn around and walk back to the bed.

Open the door for me !!

" Nong Kamp !!" I'm very happy to be his younger brother. I almost wanted to hug him there. If I did that I would probably fall to the floor. because the eyes that looked at me were no different from that day

" How long are you going to stand in my way ?" I even stepped back to avoid the owner of the voice. Before the younger brother leaned against the wall next to the same desk we used to eat together. I hurriedly opened the refrigerator and poured a glass of cold water onto the desk next to him with a slight joy and awe.

" When I called to talk to you, right? about letting you be my assistant. "

" I just hung up just a moment ago, Nong Kamp. " The pronouns he used to call me didn't sound familiar to me. For me, good feelings are still there for him as before.

" Don't call me younger ... I'm not your younger brother. The reason I came to you wasn't that I wanted to come if it weren't for Dad. I will let you help me run the hospital. People with a mind like you come to work in such a high position. I think you'll be very happy !!"

" What does it mean to say like this ?" From the words plus the facial expressions and the meaning in the question that the younger brother conveys It made me very dissatisfied.

" Well ... if you want someone You'd probably take the position to lure newcomers or interns to take an interest. Before you take them one by one happily according to your wishes. This time, you can be happy every day as you wish !!"

Puff !!

" You dare to slap me ?!" I hurriedly pulled my hand back after hitting the big man's cheek with all my strength in guilt.

“ Brother … Sorry ! But the camp should n't hit you like this !!"

Suddenly, the young man clenched his dominant hand tightly before raising it, preparing to slam my mouth with all his might from his expression …

" Come on, if it'll make Nong Camp feel a little more comfortable !" I said, closing my eyes, preparing to accept the fist in front of me.

" Dammit !!" Nong Kamp cursed angrily.

Thump !!

I feel a little pain but not on the cheek as expected At this moment, I sat on the bottom of the room on the middle of the room due to the push of a big palm. I didn't say anything based on the actions of the person who was in a bad mood. then stood up and touched his buttocks with a moderate pain

At the same time, Nong Camp, 20 brown envelopes came out of his pants pocket, folded in three folds, placed on my desk and walked out of the bedroom without any conversation.

bang !!

Closing the door on me was just the final act. It happened like this You're not going to kill each other in your office tomorrow, are you? I grumbled to myself in my heart as I was worried about starting my new role tomorrow morning.

First day of starting work in my new career. with the position of assistant director of the hospital With so many feelings flooding into me right now Whether it's anxiety at work or working with people who don't like me. This is a very big problem for me. The first problem is probably not difficult to solve because it can be learned from people who have direct experience. As for the problem of having to work with someone I love but he doesn't love me, this is a hundred times more difficult than working. Moreover, my desk is next to Nong Camp's desk, so I wouldn't be pressured by him to the point of nervous death, right?

For this second problem , I received direct help from Father Nop. From the fact that you will monitor our work from CCTV all the time. that will show both images and sound directly to the father's smartphone mobile phone in real time As a result, I reduced my anxiety about it a bit. More importantly, there is also an urgent order from the former director, that is, Nong Kamp's father, that let him go back to stay with me in the officer's dormitory by tonight which sometimes I don't understand what you are thinking You may look at it as a good way for me and Nong Camp to reconcile faster. On the other hand, it might be a way for me to not live in this world anymore if I do something that doesn't please this little boy in an adult body.

Every Monday morning is the time for all executives to come to a meeting to discuss problems and develop systems and services in the hospital to be more effective. At the same time, it was the time when I had to introduce myself to all executives in all departments as an assistant director. It's very satisfying for me. All adults welcomed me very well. After that, it was the time when I had to study and observe more than ten files of the former assistant director. Time lapsed until 1:50 p.m. I sit and read through that pile of documents until I forget to look at the time. When he looked up again, he saw that a table of rice had been prepared on the table in the corner of the room, with a luxurious sofa arranged neatly. While the work desk next to the young man saw the young man sitting to clear the documents as well. I glanced at the table to place the rice deck again, saw a piece of paper placed on the side. Then decided to get out of the work chair, walked to sit at the corner of the room and picked that paper to read

( You can eat now ... You'll faint in the office. Too lazy to invite monks to exorcise ghosts !)

From the handwriting on the paper, it's not anyone anywhere. That's my director. before putting that paper down in the original place and eating food according to the message read Really hurts I spoke to myself and turned to look at the desk, the director who was frowning with the documents in front of him almost all the time ...