The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 27

I hurriedly searched for my cell phone. who thought he should have brought it with him and was kept in that backpack Finally, I grabbed the liquid. because in the backpack there are no devices or communication tools of any kind Even though in his heart he felt afraid and dared to approach it. because it has a body size that is much larger than me Even if it's playing a big scene, I don't want to trust it. to have to make a mistake and defeat him in the forest like this When I couldn't find what I wanted, I quickly turned to it angrily.

" You ... where did you put my phone ?!" I saw that it was lying down on the dry leaves in that area. " What kind of play are you going to play? ... Give me my phone !" move As deadly as it really wanted to be. Wherever it is, I walk straight to it and use my feet to prop it up to lie on its back. Let's see what other scenes it will play.

" OK, you're not going to tell me, right, camp !!" I cursed at him, ready to use my feet to stomp his stomach. it shocked me Because the image that is seen in front of you It's already stationary. I try to observe the stomach area whether it is still breathing or not. But everything seemed completely still, as if it had really died. I'm so confused I don't know where to feel. It seems like he's happy or not, it's not. Or fear it is not really. But now I only know that If it really did die, the first suspect would be me. When my instincts brought my sanity back completely It commanded me to sit down on my knees and prop it up in my lap. To check for a pulse that is thought to be present ...

“ You … you can't die right now. If you die, people will think that I will kill you !!” I was completely confused. because as soon as the fingertips touch the pulse area on the side of the neck It beats very softly Dance soft until it's scary. I quickly searched for his mobile phone on my body and my pants. urgent help In less than a minute, I found his mobile phone in my back pocket. But maybe the screen cracked when I propped it up on its back with my feet, causing the phone to hit the rock below. I'm going crazy and I don't know what to do next. Even after several attempts to press the broken screen of the phone, it was unsuccessful. It can't die like this. I can't let it die like this. I don't want to be known as a murderer when I didn't do it. The only way to keep it alive Which is the way I don't want to do the most in my life with a bad person like it. At this time, I had no other choice. I moved towards it in ready position. before using his dominant hand to pinch its nose and the other to pinch its mouth open. Then I bent down and put my lips on its mouth. Without hesitation, I hurriedly blew as much air into its mouth as possible until my lungs were empty. Quickly get up and put your palms together on your chest in the pumping position. By dropping the weight of both palms on its chest in rhythm according to the correct set of heart pumping methods and hurriedly perform rescue breathing for it again Then hurried to pump the heart to keep it like that, circled many times ...

" You need to recover ... You can't be anything !!" At the same time, I try to call for him to be conscious all the time, alternating with CPR many times. In the end, my efforts paid off …

" Oh !" I'm so happy. when he heard the sound of it

" Camp ! How are you ? In conclusion , do you really have a heart disease ?” So shoot the question that you think will get the most definite answer.

" You want me dead, don't you? So why are you helping me ?!"

" I help because I don't want to be known as a murderer. You don't forget that you are with me only 2 people. If you die, no matter who they think I'm the one who killed you anyway ... answer my question ! Do you really have a heart attack !!" His expression was not as good as it should have been. while I was waiting for an answer from it In my heart I was trying to find a way to get it out of this forest. and take it to treatment or let it die somewhere else without me ...

" I really had an acute heart attack. " His answer made me fall to the ground in shock. If I didn't feel embarrassed when it fell on the ground This forest must have died as expected by me. But again with intuition. I hurriedly held it up and asked for directions from it. to the path that led me into this place by trying not to exert too much force because it may affect the system of the heart of it And even before, it had been subjected to another psychological shock from my words. Its symptoms may recur at any time. Along the way, it realized that it had stored a push-button telephone in the soles of its Combat boots. After that, I hurried to take it to sit and lean the big tree before hurrying to bring the smartphone that the screen cracked the SIM to put the button and contact for help. from outside quickly And it's not a bad luck. The phone that it carries with it has a signal. Make contacting for help from agencies that are expected to help us as quickly as possible successfully.

After I hung up from the staff who came to help me with it. was advised to try to find an open place where there are no large trees obscuring the ground below as much as possible As it did not know where this place was. What part of the forest are we in? The only thing that is enough for the staff to help us. That's the phone signal I dialed. And it was a success. The staff was able to accurately catch the phone signal that I dialed. and advised me to bring it to the target location as quickly as possible Because of the assessment of the symptoms of the camp that I gave to the staff. They were very worried. therefore having to do everything against the time of its life alone After a while, I guided him to the courtyard as instructed. Which is probably almost 1 kilometer away from where I was standing. It was the moment when the helicopter of the staff flew to that place as well. The staff rushed down to take the two of us safely and quickly into the helicopter. Upon arriving at the top, there were already nurses waiting for treatment methods for the initial symptoms. before the helicopter immediately flew out of that forest to the nearest hospital ...

Chapter 28 Just Pity

minutes of real life to live with the life and death of the bad guy in front of him In any case, I would not be able to accept the depravity of new things from many years ago. There is no date in every case. Even so, I didn't hesitate to pick up the keypad phone I kept in my pants pocket and dialed my father's number. to call you to let you know the news so you don't have to worry about it too much It appears that this SIM phone does not have anyone's number. But before I could click out of the phone book page, I found that there was only 1 name in there …

" Brother Mei, the man of the heart, " I read the name I saw. While the helicopter was flying towards the hospital. since this sim card only has my name So he reluctantly calls his own number.

" Tue ... Tue ... Hello, Dr. Pichaya's number. "

" Where is Day now ?" I immediately asked the person on the other end of the line when I realized that the person who answered the call was my lover.

" Brother Mei ! Now I'm at the police station with your father ... Where are you? Why is it so loud? " the person on the other end of the line asked in a worried tone.

" I can't tell you much. Have father call Father Nop urgently. That you and Camp are at the hospital … about other things, then we can talk. That's all before, I hardly heard anything !"

“ Yes, brother … Dead … Dead …” The conversation ended there. While the helicopter was landing on the helipad below. with many medical staff waiting in that area This includes the police as well.

Over 3 hours that bastard was still in the emergency room with me, my parents, Day and his parents. Sitting in the chair for the patient's relatives waiting for the doctor with a worried expression on his face On the way, I talked to the staff on the helicopter about Camp's intentions. that he did not want to tell his parents about his disease The staff did not have any objections before hurried to connect to the staff below, strongly admonishing this matter. I don't know if I'm right or wrong. that helped him conceal the disease that he was currently facing. Everyone in front of the emergency room understands in the same direction that The symptoms he was having right now were the same symptoms he was in the hospital two days ago. related to the life and death of people inside the emergency room Even though everyone had a very worried expression on this matter. But I can't do anything but keep it a secret.

" Father Nop, Mother Bird and everyone Don't worry. You must be safe, I believe that is the only sentence that I can say right now. while moving his hand to touch the back of both of your hands to convey concern Previously, as soon as everyone met my face They all shot a lot of questions about how the story came to be. Why did this wicked bastard have to go to the hospital so suddenly? I have no choice. In addition to being compelled to compose a lie so that the situation is not as serious as everyone is concerned about Because everyone has the same opinion that My disappearance is the work of Camp. In this article, I will not deny that it was the person who really kidnapped me from the house. which I myself do not want to take up because he didn't want him to suffer any more punishment Just know it's a heart attack. The rest of his life was already hanging by a thread. To tell everyone that I tried to tell him not to think of running away. as it was taking me somewhere unknown Then suddenly it had symptoms similar to when he was in a prison cell. So I tried to find a way to contact the outside world to help him. Until Camp was admitted to this hospital. Although there were some periods when Father Nop wanted to see his son's condition himself. I was afraid that it would break, so I tried to distract you until it succeeded. Otherwise, everyone would definitely be more stressed out.

" It's been four hours already, Mei. The doctor still hasn't come out yet. I don't know how it is …" Mother Bird said in a trembling voice. His eyes were red as if he was about to cry again. Father Nop saw that and hugged his wife with concern. However, my parents also had the same facial expressions.

From the scene in front of me, I felt pity and sympathy for the patients in the emergency room. If I didn't say hurtful things like that It probably wouldn't be this severe. But never mind. What he received was not comparable to what I had experienced and had to go through. same feeling over and over again In a state of mind that has been immersed in pain and suffering like death for more than 2 years, I don't know what fate it is for me to encounter bad stories again. While I was feeling bad about myself All of a sudden, good memories of me and it flashed over the frame, the bad feeling of a few minutes ago until it was completely gone in the blink of an eye. Framed pictures of good memories, it continues to tell the story of my happiness during that time, never ending. Even though in my heart, I still felt stubbornly opposed to the inserted memories Don't you know what time it is? The man in the emergency room It doesn't have any influence on me anymore. Why did that memory return to my mind ? Why should I still love it? It has died from my life since that day …) I keep arguing with my feelings in my heart. Before turning to meet eyes with Nong Day and gently pulled his younger brother into a hug Even knowing that the other party will show signs of not understanding my actions And this is the only way to bring me back to my senses with my current partner in the best way …