Ryan's POV My beta comes to me and he starts to apologise for everything his daughter has done. I did not even know that she had done something wrong. He must have thought that Amelia came to me and told me what happened between her and Caroline. Caroline was always a troublemaker. I do not know why I have tolerated her for so long, but she was Elsa's best friend. I am starting to wonder if she was. I am starting to wonder if she had something to do with Elsa's suicide. However, I do not want to think about it right now. I do not want to be reminded of Elsa. On the one hand, I am furious with myself for letting Elsa die. On the other hand, I think Elsa was a coward and not worthy of being a Luna. Instead of facing her troubles, she took the easy way out and left me and the children behind