Chapter 164
~ Nathaniel ~
I used Frankie as a means to forget Hailey. To numb the pain and hurt I felt about her rejection. About the way she'd looked through me like I didn't exist. About how she'd dismissed me without a second thought.
Maybe it was because I hadn't had s*x in a while. Maybe it was because my body needed the release. Maybe it was because I was trying to prove to myself that I didn't need Hailey specifically—that any attractive woman would do.
We'd gone to her apartment. She'd made it clear that's where this was heading from the moment she'd invited me for "coffee." And I'd gone along with it because I was weak. Because I was hurt. Because I wanted to feel something other than this constant ache in my chest.
I f****d Frankie hard. Brutally hard. I pinned her wrists ab
