If you love, let go. Holding on too tight might spoil love.
34. Dreams and desires
(Liana)
We sat in the booth we hadn't sat together in a while, feeling completely bewildered. If I traced under the old wooden table, I could almost find the initials etched on the underside of it. I did it when we were twelve. AL. LS.
This was something I hadn't expected to happen again and yet here I was, here he was.
What is happening?
The deal was supposedly made by him to humiliate me, to hurt me, to mess with and accepted by me to do exactly the same. So it was easy before. It had all these unwritten rules and guidelines and I followed it exactly to the dot, even though it was a little bit hard, what with my body betraying me in the process, but still it was easy.
Now he didn't look like he wa
