Vivian's POV:
The softness of my mattress yielded beneath us as Adrian laid me down, his body hovering over mine like a warm, protective shield.
The darkness of the bedroom was broken only by the ambient glow of the city lights spilling through the windows. My heart was hammering against my ribs, a chaotic, wild rhythm that matched the frantic pull in my lower belly. For years, I had locked my desires in a steel vault, convincing myself that touch was merely a tool men used to possess and control.
But as Adrian kissed me—his lips sliding hungrily from my mouth to the curve of my jaw, then down the sensitive skin of my neck—every wall I had built crumbled into dust.
His hand slid beneath the hem of my cashmere sweater, his warm, slightly calloused palm tracing my waist before gliding upward over my flat stomach. I gasped into his mouth as my fingers traced the contours of his packed abs, exploring him with fascination. How could a man be this perfect?
I grasped his bare, sculpted shoulders and pulled him down harder against me. The weight of him felt intoxicating. He was solid, muscular, and completely overwhelming in the best possible way.
In a swift motion, he tugged the sweater over my head and tossed it somewhere onto the floor. His hazel eyes darkened as he took in the sight of me in my black lace bra.
He leaned down, capturing my lips again in an endless, feverish kiss that tasted of rich wine and pure, unadulterated passion. His chest pressed against mine, skin to skin, the heat radiating between us so intense it felt like a physical flame. I reached down, my fingers digging into the waistband of his trousers, desperate to pull him closer, to bridge every single millimeter of distance between us.
Suddenly, Adrian froze.
He pulled back a few inches, his breath coming in ragged, shallow gasps. A deep, prominent flush spread across his cheekbones and down his neck. He cleared his throat, looking down at me with an expression that was an incredible mix of intense desire and sudden, acute vulnerability.
Did he not want me? My insecurity began to eat my insides.
I am going to kill him if he stops now.
I blinked up at him, my pulse racing, thoroughly confused by the sudden pause. "What is it, Adrian?"
He swallowed hard, running a hand through his messy, honey-brown hair, his eyes searching mine with raw honesty.
"I... I have never done this before, Vivian," he confessed softly, his voice thick and slightly raspy.
I stared at him in total, untainted shock.
I looked at his broad chest, the razor-sharp cut of his six-pack, the muscular contours of his arms, and then back up at his handsome, flushed face. I recalled the effortless, dominant way he had scooped me up in his arms in the hallway and the fiery confidence of his kiss just seconds ago.
"You're joking, right?" I breathed, a disbelieving laugh escaping my lips. "The way you just carried me down the hall, kissed me, and stripped my sweater off... it is literally impossible to believe you've never done this before."
A small, charmingly lopsided smirk touched his lips, though the rosy flush on his cheeks deepened.
"Well," he murmured, leaning down until his lips were hovering just an inch above mine, "I might lack practical experience, Ms. Rossi, but I assure you my theoretical research is top-tier."
I took a few seconds to process his words. Then a genuine, breathless laugh bubbled out of my chest—a sound so light and free it surprised even me. The sheer charm of his response melted every drop of residual tension lingering in the room.
"Are you serious, Adrian?" I asked, my voice softening as I reached up to gently touch his burning cheek. "How is that even possible? A man like you?"
"I grew up in the countryside of Italy," he explained gently, his thumb tracing my bottom lip. "Where I come from, it isn't like London or New York. Physical intimacy wasn't just something you gave away on a casual Friday night. And this may sound cringy... but I was saving myself. I wanted my first time to be with the right woman. With someone who actually meant something to me."
My heart did a violent, painful flip in my chest.
The right woman.
He had waited twenty-seven years, guarding himself, only to surrender that part of himself to me—a woman who had approached him with a cold, unemotional legal contract.
A sudden, sharp insecurity pierced through my chest, forcing a quiet question from my lips. "Adrian... I'm not a virgin. My past wasn't romantic, and it certainly wasn't pretty. Does that... does that bother you?"
"Absolutely not," he answered instantly, his tone fierce and completely devoid of hesitation. He cupped both sides of my face, his hazel eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that burned straight through to my soul. "Your past made you the brilliant, unbreakable woman sitting in front of me tonight. I don't care about who came before me, Vivian. All I care about is us, right here, right now."
The honesty in his voice completely undid me.
Without another word, I reached up, pulled his neck down, and kissed him with a raw, desperate hunger.
This time, there was no hesitation. Adrian let out a low, guttural groan from the depths of his chest as he took control again. His hands slid down my body, deft and surprisingly confident, unhooking my bra and casting it aside.
When his warm palm enclosed over my bare breast, my breath hitched sharply, a surge of pure, electrifying pleasure shooting straight down into my core. He rolled his thumb over my sensitive apex, coaxing a helpless, high-pitched moan from my throat, before leaning down to take me into his mouth.
"Adrian," I arched my back off the bed, my fingers tangling tightly into his thick hair as his tongue swirled and teased, sending white-hot sparks across my skin.
He took his time, worshipping every single inch of my body as if I were something sacred. His mouth trailed down over my ribs, my stomach, down to the edge of my silk trousers. He undid the clasp with steady fingers, sliding the fabric down my legs along with my lace briefs, exposing me completely to his gaze.
Standing over the bed for a brief second, Adrian shed the rest of his clothing.
My breath was trapped in my throat as I took him in. He was entirely breathtaking—magnificently built, completely uninhibited, and looking at me with a fierce, ravenous devotion that made my blood run hot.
He climbed back onto the bed, settling himself firmly between my thighs. The broad head of his length brushed against my drenched core, and we both let out a sharp, simultaneous gasp at the scorching heat of the contact.
"Vivian," he whispered, his voice trembling slightly with emotion as he looked down into my eyes, his knuckles turning white as he braced his weight above me. "Tell me if you want me to stop. Tell me now."
"Don't you dare stop," I breathed, my hips lifting instinctively to meet him. "I want you, Adrian. I want all of you."
He leaned down, capturing my mouth in a deep, possessive kiss to drown out our gasps as he slowly, deliberately pushed himself inside me.
The sensation of fullness was overwhelming. He was large, thick, and stretched me completely, but the absolute care in his movements converted every trace of potential discomfort into pure, agonizing pleasure. He paused for a second when he was fully buried inside me, his body shaking slightly with the sheer effort of self-control.
"Are you okay?" he gritted out against my lips, his forehead resting against mine, sweat glistening on his collarbones.
"More than okay," I whimpered, wrapping my legs tightly around his waist, pulling him deeper. "Move, Adrian. Please."
That was all the permission he needed.
He began to move, establishing a slow, deep rhythm that quickly spiraled into something wildly primal. Every thrust was deep, precise, and completely devastating. He hit a sweet, sensitive spot inside me that made my toes curl and my vision turn spotted with pure ecstasy.
"Adrian—yes!" I cried out, my hands digging into the muscles of his back, leaving red marks across his skin.
He picked up the pace, his hips driving into mine with a relentless, powerful cadence. The sound of our slick skin slapping together and our heavy, feverish panting echoed through the quiet room. He kissed my face, my cheeks, my throat, whispering broken praises against my skin.
"You're so tight... so beautiful, Vivian... God, you're driving me insane..."
The pleasure built rapidly, coiling tighter and tighter in the lower pit of my stomach until it became an unbearable, exquisite torture. I rocked my hips up to meet every deep, punishing drive, completely lost in the rhythm he created.
"Adrian, I'm... I'm close," I sobbed out, tears of overwhelming sensation pricking the corners of my eyes.
"Come for me, baby," he growled low in his throat, driving into me one last, impossibly deep time and frictioning against my sweet spot. "Let go. I've got you."
The dam broke.
A violent, shattering orgasm ripped through my entire body, convulsing my inner walls tightly around him. I screamed his name into the dark room, my body shaking uncontrollably as wave after wave of intense pleasure washed over me.
Feeling my walls contract violently around him broke Adrian's final thread of control. With a sharp, guttural roar, he buried himself to the hilt inside me, his body rigid as he released himself completely inside me,
He collapsed heavily on top of me, taking care not to crush me, his face buried in the crook of my neck as our ragged breaths slowly synchronized in the quiet darkness.
For the first time in my entire life, as I held the man who was legally—and now intimately—mine, I didn't feel cold, guarded, or alone.
I felt completely whole.