I let my back fall against the L - shaped lounge seater . We moved to sitting room to talk about this since the kitchen didn' t seem like the proper space to speak about it in . Nicholas sat at the other end of the seat but , because of the layout of it , he sat across from me which made conversation easy .
I had to place my hand over my knee to prevent it from bobbing up and down . I couldn' t help but feel a little uneasy because if I knew the truth , Nicholas will see it as an open road to persue me and I would not be able to fight him off . Maybe I didn' t want to fight him off . . I knew that I didn' t want to push him away and deny myself the pleasures he could bring me but it all depended on what the arrangement between Camilla and him would be about .
He hooked his left ankle o
