What should I do?
I feel all so much
Happiness and pain
My heart says to go for it
But to not fall at all
The sense of love and belonging
Has become so strong
I don't know if what I want
Is right or wrong
What if it's wrong?
I will be left with so much sorrow
I need to figure it out
For it'll soon be tomorrow
My mind knows what it wants
But it fears for my heart
I want us to be together
Not for a minute apart
How will I ever know
What should I do?
This is a poem I wrote in high school, after being visited by my ex. Months later and my mind was still reeling from that unexpected visit. I'm so glad I am a stronger person now, and it's all thanks to my loving husband.
