Hannah It has been a couple of days since Papa has been in the icu, and he has not woken up. I know the big toll this is taking on the Slades. Isabel goes to the hospital and sits there, hoping to receive good news and the guys usually go in the evening after dinner, but they don't even stay long, because they need to get some sleep so they are ready for work the next day. I just wish he would wake up already. I hate how sad everyone is and I am sure he would also hate it. He would probably scold us all for being sad and sitting around waiting for him to wake up. The one person I have not seen at the hospital and Ledger has not spoken about it his father. I guess their relationship really is over. It makes me sad for him, but at the same time I am glad that he is not in our lives. That