Emma tries so damn hard to avoid me. It is like the ultimate mission for her. I barely ever see her anymore. The fact that she even found a new place to eat for lunch with Mel and Ally, that Noah doesn't even know its location speaks volumes. I am starting to get the picture that this is it for us. This is all my doing and like Noah said the first day of school, I have to suffer the consequences. I might have pushed her away, turned my back on her, but the fact that I severed our connection in the most intimate way ruined all chances of me getting her back, and I must accept it.
I am suffering through yet another day of school when I get a call from my father. I let it go to voicemail for now. Once the bell finally rings, I head outside and listen to it.
Elijah. We need to talk. You ne
