How the f!ck dare they tell me to give up on the one thing that never gave up on me. I am extremely upset that I can't even see straight or think straight. I walk back inside the hotel restaurant with Emma after I saw her sitting with her mother outside yet my mind is elsewhere. I am so lost in my own mind that I don't even know what the hell I ordered. I was barely even hungry anymore but ordered regardless just to keep up appearances. I didn't want anyone to know that I was bothered. I needed to remain calm while in the presence of Emma's parents but I knew once I got up to my room, I'd be a wreck. I silently requested that the waiter wrap my food up by the time everyone was finished eating.
Everyone declined dessert so instead we went back up to the penthouse suite. Emma's parents imm
