My conversation with Farkas got me thinking that night. I couldn't help but be worried upon thinking that he was really expecting me to play a part in his pack by being a warrior at some point. After that discussion at lunch, I felt like I needed to address what he said. He was really expecting me to have the strength to train his future warriors and I couldn’t accept it in me that I may have been failing him for that.
I closed my eyes tight as I reflected on what he said. I didn’t go out when dinner came and just jailed myself in my room. I couldn’t find the courage to face Farkas again. I felt like I’d be disappointing him again even though he was not saying anything about it. I didn’t know why I was feeling like that, too. I didn’t like the idea. I wanted to do more. I needed to do mo
