Quinn Margaux let me eat dinner in her house. I did not expect her to let me, not after rejecting me so many times. I missed her. I missed her so much. I already know that but the moment I saw her again, I felt like I was slapped of the intensity of my longing for her. It was as if I only knew how much I wanted to be with her now that I finally saw her. I want to give her freedom. I want to give her everything she asks me to. But to leave her? I won’t do that. I won’t ever allow her to push me away and make me leave her again. I’ve made that mistake before and I surely wouldn’t want to make the same mistake now. I have already learned my lesson. Shawn looks so happy as he looked at me and his mom eating together. Margaux isn’t though…she’s sitting next to me but is trying her har