Thirteen Years Ago... "Your mother died." Three simples words that can mean so little, that is until you put them in a sentence together. Then those words destroy you. Three words that you can't believe are true. Not even when you walk up to see her laying there, pale, lifeless, but looking the same as when you saw her for the last time, but didn't know it was for the last time. Nothing can make those words feel real because your world doesn't make sense without her there next to you. Three words that ripped out my heart, and squeezed every breath of air out of my lungs. I couldn't move, couldn't speak. I don't even remember feeling the tears the fell from my eyes, I just knew they were there because I couldn't see passed them. There is no way of explaining the hole you sink in after h

