Why didn’t I see all the signs? It was clear to me now. How could I have been so stupid? Was I just afraid of the truth? Did my mind block it all out because he was so precious to me that losing a friendship, as deep as ours, was just to much to risk?
I had almost lost him. I had lost him. Those twisted, horrible, moments…I couldn’t go through that again. I never wanted to go through that again. So, this time I won’t hold back. Once I find Calen, I’ll tell him how I feel, how I truly feel.
I didn’t care if he was demon. I didn’t care that he was the prince of the underworld or what he has done in the past. We may have issues to sort out, especially concerning my ancestors and that stupid contract, but I was willing to listen.
To really listen this time.
I may get angry, but I will try
