It's been almost two months since I decided to leave the twins. All my media accounts that I am using on my phone are all deactivated. Even the phone number that I was using, I replaced it with a new one just to make sure that they wouldn't reach out.
Ayaw ko silang makausap at alam kong hindi nila ako tatantanan kapag hindi ako nag-deactivate ng mga account ko. I refrain myself from using any gadgets na pwede ko silang i-stalk. Hindi ako makakapag-move on ng mabilis kaya talagang tiniis ko na huwag silang makita for the past two months.
Nasaktan ako ng sobra sa mga nalaman ko. I know, it's all in the past that need to forget. Pero kasi, ang sakit-sakit sa dibdib. It's hurting me so much knowing that I was blinded for a long time. They make other people's lives miserable because of me. H
