Torn Between Two

Eighteen

Cole

Sarah Dawson. I watch as she wiggles her fingers at me, also catching the attention of my brother, who is sporting a sinister smirk.

Did he plan having her talk to Hannah?

After all this time of us being together?

I stand there looking like a nervous wreck. I might even look guilty to Hannah but I haven't done anything with that girl. Nothing, much. I know I sound like an a*s. f**k. If this ruins things between me and Hannah, I don't know what the f**k I am going to do.

"Yo! Perry! Keep your mind on our workout not the girl up in the bleachers, no matter how beautiful she is." Ace says to me before throwing me the ball. I catch is easily but what I don't fail to register the sentence he just said. His eyebrows raise as my stare becomes narrowed.

"If you are talking about Sarah then you need your eyes checked. If you are talking about my girl then you better reevaluate your words." I say throwing the ball back at him, harder than intended but I don't apologize. He started this.

"Ha! You think I want bad blood between us? You got yourself something good but don't let s**t like whatever is going on over there f**k us up on the field." He says and I know he is absolutely right but I can't help but want to know what she told my girl. Before I know what is going on, I watch as my brother flies off the field, yelling Hannah's name, all while Coach bellows his name. My blood begins to boil and my eyes narrow on what is taking place without me by her side to defend her. Ace notices ad shakes his head.

"Your brother is playing with fire." He says before turning and throwing the ball to Mac. I slowly begin to walk off the field needing to make my way to what is happening up on the bleachers until I see Hannah fleeing for her life. My body tenses and the need to run after her is strong. I watch as Justin just stands there watching her running from him. If I do so much as leave the field, much like my brother had done, coach will have my a*s and I don't have time to hear a lecture from him, my brother, Hannah, and Sarah. Bad enough coach will have Justin's a*s and that might very well come to bite all of us in the a*s.

Justin storms back onto the field with rage in his eyes for me. I swallow down my nerves and make my way to him.

"The f**k you say to her?" I say, mere inches from his face.

"Everything that needed to be said. She doesn't get to come back here and tear us apart. She doesn't get to choose you while I have to sit back and watch as she loves the s**t out of you when it was supposed to be me!" He belts out causing everyone to turn their heads and watch as the brothers go at it. I sigh exasperatedly. She was never going to be his. He made damn sure of that. He needs to move on. To let go. Why is he so damn stubborn?!

"You seriously want to start something on the field?" I say trying to keep the storm that is about to descend from beginning.

"No time like the present brother. I wouldn't have said anything if I didn't have to see her sitting up in those bleachers watching you as you practice. I've done nothing but watch her devote herself to you. I'm done. So f*****g done. I hope Sarah laid in on thick for her. I hope she told her everything you two did behind closed doors. I hope s**t for her comes crumbling down because I blame her for every thing. Every f*****g thing." He seethes throwing his baseball glove to the floor and swinging at me.

He gets me because I sure as s**t wasn't expecting it and I turn to look back at him but I don't see my brother. I see someone broken. I spit the blood that is in my mouth onto the ground and just stand there. Ace and Mac come to my defense, standing behind me but I don't need them to intervene. This has been a long time coming and if he doesn't expel all the hatred from his system now, I don't know when he will, and he is literally a ticking time bomb.

"Perry! Off the field! Now!" Coach belts out and I look to him but he just scowls as he walks toward us.

"Not you, you buffoon! You! Justin! Off my field. Calm yourself down. There is no fighting in my team during my time. Get your act together because if this s**t spreads into game time, I am going to have to bench you." Coach says and Justin reigns in his temper, for now. He looks back at me and storms off the field towards the locker rooms. Coach glares at everyone and then looks to me.

"You okay?" He asks and I nod.

"Good. f*****g hell. All of you, get back to practice!" He yells and walks back to where he was. Practice continues until we are called to hit the showers and leave. I make my way to the locker room not wanting to shower here and begin to grab my stuff while the rest of the team leaves. Nobody says a word about what happened between my brother and I and for that I am grateful. No need to go put them in a precarious position of picking sides. Our team is important to us so picking sides will only divide when all we want to do is conquer. Since I am the last one in the locker room, I throw my duffel across my shoulder when I hear the door open and close.

"Which one of you idiots forgot something this time?" I yell out but nobody responds. I slam my locker closed only to see Hannah behind it, smiling. The f**k? Did I get hit in the head with a rogue ball? I thought she had left for the day. I was going to be the one to find her and comfort her.

"Hey." She says softly, looking down and then up at me with a slight glaze over her eyes. I drop my duffel and pull her close to me. She smells divine and just holding her in my arms puts all my worries and problems to rest.

"Are you okay? What happened between you, Sarah and Justin? What did they tell you?" I say so fast that all she does is put her finger on my lips to quiet me. The silence between us is killing me but what is killing me more is how she is just staring into my eyes. I gulp down the huge lump in my throat as she backs me into the bench and I automatically sit down with her climbing in my lap straddling me. Her skirt stretches and rises higher on her thighs and the heat emanating from her is palpable. She is so damn beautiful. She doesn't even have to try. It just comes naturally.

"Doesn't matter what any of them said to me Cole. All the girls can ambush me in this school and say anything they want about you and your massive ego..." She says with a sly smirk on her face and her eyes lighting up and her words paralyze me.

"but I don't or won't, as a matter of fact, believe any of it. I know what we did together was our first and they won't ruin that memory. You chose me that night, Christmas Eve, to be one with me and that is how it will always remain in my mind. You may have toyed around with other girls and I won't hold that against you. But for right here and now, I'm going to take it as you became mine and mine you will always be." She says before taking my lips and kissing me as if I were her lifeline. I deepen the kiss and the softest moans fall from her mouth. Her grinding on me only makes me harder and yearn for her more. I may as well have a steel rod down my pants because that is how she gets me. My hands grip her hips to slow her movements because if she keeps going, I'll combust.

"f**k Hannah. The things you do to me." I say huskily and find my hand needing to roam up her thigh. Her breathe hitches and what I come to find is her without any damn f*****g panties on. She's soaked and I lose all control. I push up off the bench and immediately undo my pants and have them drop so that my d**k can spring free and take what it needs. I lower her back down onto me and position myself at her entrance and slip inside her. She gasps and her eyes widen with the feeling and her nails dig into my shoulders which stings but I don't give two shits.

"Mmmmm...Colleee." She coos in my ear and she lowers further and further down me that I can feel just how deep inside I am and the feeling is mind blowing. The fact that I am balls deep inside her, at school, is so wrong but feels so f*****g good and intoxicating. She begins to move and my hands travel all around her body. I grip her a*s, her hips, her breasts that I tear from their confinements and devour with my mouth and lap her n*****s with my tongue and bite each one. s*x never felt this amazing until I feel the reason why. I have no f*****g c****m on.

"Hannah, I don't have a c****m on." I say and she freezes but slowly begins to move again.

"I'm on the shot. I'll buy Plan B tomorrow. I need this....Fuck this is so wrong. What was I thinking? I'll stop." She is wide eyes and looks guilty and goes to lift herself off of me but I don't allow it. I slam her back down onto me and both of our breaths hitch at the same time.

"f**k it. Ride me. f**k me. Take what you want. Take it all. I'm yours and you are mine." I smash my lips to hers and she begins to go faster and faster until my balls rise and I can feel the muscles in my stomach tighten and with that she clenches so hard around me that we both scream our simultaneous o****m. I twitch for what feels like an eternity and watch as she rides out her oblivion field trip.

Our breathing is erratic and sweat is pouring from the both of us. We both don't move an inch and when we do, I watch as everything I had to give slides down her thighs. I immediately grab a wipe from my duffel and slide it up her thigh not being able to believe that this girl standing in front of me is mine.

"I love you Cole." She says and my eyes lock with hers.

She loves me.

She f*****g loves me.

"I love you Hannah. You are it for me sweet cheeks." I cup her cheek and kiss her tenderly and sweetly. I almost forget that we are in the locker room at school and quickly pull away and she giggles. Her giggle melts my heart and I never want to live my life without that sound in it.

"Come on. Let's get you home." I say and she smiles taking my hand in hers and leading us out of the room. We walk down the hallway and leave school and I sure as hell feel a million times lighter.

With my girl by my side, what can go wrong?

Little did I know......

.......everything.