I wake up nestled up in a warm body. A body that makes my heart feel things that I never thought it would. His face is buried in my back and I can feel his soft breaths as he sleeps. I don't want to pull out of the embrace but my bladder is screaming for the bathroom. I gently release myself from his hold and grab his shirt that is on the floor, quickly throwing it on, and making a beeline for the toilet. Once done, I check myself in the mirror and see that my skin is slightly glowing and the memories of last night replay on loop in my mind. We lost our innocence to one another. I never in a million years would have thought I would lose my v-card to Cole. Cole was my pain in the a*s best friend back in the day. He was like the brother I never wanted yet felt like the missing piece of me.

