Chapter One : Changes

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Phoebe "Where are you going?" A Well built Man keep chasing me... I don't know him.. I can't see his face at all because... he don't have one. please help me! "What kind of woman you are?" "Having sex for a random guy you just met at the Bar?" Please go away... I don't know you. Let me go. Are you a Slut? You don't know me? You saw my face right?... You saw.... No! Arrrggghhhh go away!!!!! " Take responsibility!" Please help... I don't know you... I need to forget you... please leave me alone... I'M SORRY. " Why are you running? You scared? HAHAHAHA! How dare you do that to me!?" I'm scared.... " Don't you dare open that door!" " COMEBACK!!!!" "ARGGHHH!!! Haaaa~ Haaaa!! The same nightmare again... Urgh!" after that night, gabi-gabi akong binabangungot. It's been a month mag-mula ng mangyari yon. Heto ako, parang kriminal na gabi-gabing binabangungot.What the hell is wrong with me. I keep dreaming of that night, Halos hindi na ko makatulog sa sobrang guilty. I groaned while getting up to bed. Masakit ang katawan ko at may kakaibang nangyayari sa puson ko. Is it my period time? Nah. I don't think so, malayo pa ang— My eyes widen nang makita ko ang oras. Shoot! "Oh God..." Patakbo akong pumasok sa banyo at mabilisang naligo. I have a morning class! "Urgh~" madiin akong pumikit at pilit na kumilos halos masanay nako dahil sa dalas na pagsakit ng ulo ko sa umaga. Epekto siguro to ng unhealthy sleeping routine ko. And lately I've been stressing out because of school works, office works, my private life and so many things. Paglabs ko ng kwarto sumalubong sakin ang pamilyar na katahimikan. Tunog lamang ng sapatos ko ang maririnig sa buong bahay. Napakalaking bahay para sa isang tao. Kung sana ay nabubuhay pa sila Mom and Dad, I imagined them chatting and laughing in the kitchen waiting for me, their smiles and warm hugs... I missed them. I just hope I have a sibling, para kahit papaano ay may kasama ako. "Why leaving me alone?" I look up to their big wedding photo. Mas lalo kong naramdaman ang pangungulila nung makita ko ang masaya at buhay na buhay nilang ngiti. "Mom...Dad.. I miss you. It's so hard being alone." I wiped away my tears and fix my bag. I chuckled when My bestfriend's name appear in my phone. She's calling... and I know why, I swiped it up and put her on speaker. "Phoebe Samantha Saavedra! Hindi porket BFF kita ay pag-aantayin mo na ko dito labas ng University! Abay! Ang init dito ang mamahalin kong kutis ay malapit ng matoasted! Where are you na ba? Ay' taray englishers Hahaha, HEH! I'm mad again. Nasaan ka na ba ha?" Laking pasasalamat ko at hindi ko inilapat sa tainga ko ang cellphone. Nakaiwas ako sa pagka-bingi. "Sorry Besh. Pasok ka na. Paalis narin naman ako." Papasok na sana ako sa loob ng kotse nang muli nanamang umikot ang paningin ko. "Urgh..." pabagsak kong iniupo ang katawan ko sa driver seat. Damn this head... "Wait are you okay? Bakit parang iba boses mo? May sakit ka ba? I'll fetch you nalang, wait for me there don't drive if masama pakiramdam mo!" pumikit ako ng mariin at pilit kinalimutan ang sakit ng ulo ko. "No I'm fine. See you later." I start the engine of my car. "Take care okay?." I just nod kahit di naman niya nakikita and hung up my phone. I need to hurry up, I have a terror prof for this sched. While Driving , Muli kong inalala yung buhay ko five years ago. I Still have my parents. Masasabi kong meron akong perpektong buhay noon. My Mom is such a loving and caring Mother and Wife for me and my Dad. And My Dad is the best Daddy for me and a Husband for my Mom. A Successful Man who has a busy schedule everyday but knows his responsibility. Kahit kailan hindi namin naramadaman ni Mom na kaagaw namin sa oras ang work ni Dad. The two of them always make sure that our small family is always happy and full of love. Our Perfect life , My loving Parents, and A all our plans inhe future... is gone. Sa loob ng isang gabi nawalan saakin ang mga magulang ko. Kanina lang masaya kaming namamasyal. We planned this out of the country vacation just to make a new memory. We just want a new memory of us having our happy vacation... But, because of the people that after of our wealth and My Parents Power, they kidnapped me that lead to My Parents Death. The Police said that the kidnapper just used me as a tool para sumakay sila Mom and Dad sa sasakyang tianggalan nila ng brake dahil alam nilang hahabulin nila ako gamit ang sasakyang yun. The Police block the road and successfully saved me but My parents did not make it. Their Car fell into the clift. Dinig ko ay sumabog rin yon.. That time.. I don;t know what to do.,I'm in the foreign Country, I lost my parents., then it sink in to me... Oh' I'm an orpahn now. A 14 years old girl that lost her parents get back to philippines as the heir or Saavedra's Empire Company. In that age I keep studying and do every company training that i need to do. Hanggang sa tumuntong akong sa legal age I need to train harder, I need to grow stronger. Hindi akopapayag na may makaagaw ng kayamanang naging dahilan ng pagkawala ng mga magulang ko. Pero lumipas ang taon ng pagsusunog ng kilay, ilang dugo na ang tumulo sa ilong ko, hindi ko na mabilanhg kung ilang beses akong nahimatay sa sobrang pagod... Nagagawa ko ng maayos ang trabaho sa kompanya sa tulong narin ng Abogado at Advisor ni Dad. And also our friends family friend, My bestfriend's family help me moved forward too. Specially Kim, My bestfriend. But still, I'm still longing for my parents. My highschool life ended just like that. Pagtungtung ko ng College I'm still the same hardworking and naive girl. I don't talk to anyone unless tungkol sa project or assignmment. Akala ko katulad ng highschool ay magtutuloy-tuloy akong ganon. But I met him. Michael Stevan Vanmor. The Man Loved. Siya yung nagbalik ng mga ngiting nakalimutan kong gawin sa loob ng ilang taon. Second year College me and him officially dated... But now, He's gone too. I still don't know how to face him. It's not that I still love him.. nasaktan lang talaga ako. For so msny years I trusted him. I kept holding him kahit damang-dama ko na, na hindi na niya ko kailngan. Hays. Mahirap, But I ned t keep walking, I ned to keep my face straight. move on. Acceptance. I still have Kim in my life so I know I'll be okay. I parked my car then rushed to our designated classroom. I still have time but I need to keep running, Kim must be worried. I enter our room with a heavy breath. I made it, just on time huh' I saw Kim glaring at me haha. "Akala ko mali-late kapa. Kaloka." "Napasarap tulog eh." kahit ang totoo problema ko ang pagtulog. "Psh. Eat this sandwiched and here Strawberry milk. You said your craving this right?" Niyakap ko siya at masyang nilantakan ang pagkaing dala niya. "As I thought, Hindi ka nanama nag-breakfast." "Don't wanna eat alone." She just tsk'ed and sit infront of me. The prof is kinda late so we just chitchat but she suddenly groaned and act like vommiting. "Why?" I asked her at parang diring-diri siyang tumingin sa kanan ko nasa sulok sila kaya hindi mo mapapansin ang nangyayari.. Napangiwi narin ako nang makitang halos makipag make out na si Michael sa hapong si Jessica Lee. The girl in his unit, his 'Darling' kuno' I chuckled at pilit inagaw ang atensiyon ni Kim. I don't have a problem whenever I see him like that now, I don't know, After 'that' nght I shared with that man...My worries for Michael is gone. I am more bothered to what happened to that guy. "Kita mo yang ex mo. Kapag yan nakabuntis dala' yan! Graduating pa naman tayo." mahinang bulong niya. "Shh.. masama mang-back stab. Leave him be, Diyan siya masaya." She just blabbing me. "Hindi ko talaga maintindihan paano ka nakatagal diyan ng ilang taon. Ako talaga nakikisama lang ako diyan kasi syempre mahal mo kuno siya dati haha. Pero kita mo ngayon, sabi sayo I smelled something fishy to him before eh' Mukha palang mukha ng gagawa ng masama." She laughed while hitting my arm. Tinulak ko ang mukha niya at pianatahimik na siya. "Tama na nandiyan na si Miss." Natawa nadin ako nung makitang namula yung mukha niya kakatawa. I wont dissagree to her, Tama naman siya eh. Paano nga ba ako tumagal a kaniya, I wonder how too... siguro nga totoo yung love is blind haha. While the lecture is ongoing I saw the two of them become more intense. then suddenly an image flash back to me. His Defined arms, His carefull grip to my waist down to my... Oh my Gosh. I shake my head, ramdam ko ang pag-init ng mukha ko. Just now, I just remeber that man's face while devouring me. Waaaaaa' I tilted my head and keep my eyes away. Ugh' My head is aching again... My vision is getting blurry. "Dismissed" Huh? Tapos na agad? Kakapasok palang niya ah. I guess I snap out. "Lutang ka nanaman Girl. Do't tell me affected ka sa walanghiyang yon?" I playfully hit her using my notebook. "Ofcourse not" I just remeber what happen that night because I keep looking to Jessica and Michael. Am I a Pervert? No. I'm just sick, yeah my head is not in the right shape today. Hindi ko naman kasalanan na naalala ko kung gaano ka-macho... "PHOEBE!" "Ay! Macho!" Nanlaki ang mata ko at agad nag-isip ng ibang sasabihin. "Choco Mucho! I want one! I'm hungry. Hehe" Please bumenta ka. Nagtitigan lang kami at nung tumango siya saka lang ako nakahinga ng maluwaag. It worked. "I'll pretend I did not heard it." Ngumuso ako at nahihiyang inayos ang gamit ko. "Blushing blushing siya oh. Sana all hindi naghihirap sa course na to. Malapit na ata akong mabaliw kakaaral ng Business chuchu." reklamo niya. "Anong magagawa naten, tulad ko nag-iisang anak ka lang din kaya natural lang na ikaw ang magmamana ng Company niyo. Huwag kang mag-alala, pag nakahanap ka na ng asawa malaya ka na sa paper works haha." siniringan niya lang ako at nag-ready narin para lumabas. "Funny Ha ha ha." so childish hahaha. "Two months nalang din naman at ga-graduate na tayo. Kaya laban lang haha." biro ko sakaniya pero nakasimangot parin siyang kumapit sakin. Papalabas na kami ng pinto nung mapahawak ako sa ulo ko. "Phoebe? Why? Hey... Besh? OMYGOSH PHOEBE!" :0
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