My Accident Babies

Chapter Three : Graduation

  Looking in the whole body Mirror makes me Happy. Seeing how my body change a little because of my little one in my tummy. I caress my small bump tummy and smile at my reflection. 

It's really amazing how my life turn like this... At first I over reacted, scared and guilt occupied my whole being, I even think of something bad for my baby. Hays. 

"GIRL! Let's go na! Were going to be late!" Kim's voice in a high pitch is very natural now in my life, it's getting louder and louder as time goes by. I'm getting a regret that I decided to live with her.... kidding, I love her so much that it hurts haha.

I carefully walked down the stairs wearing my graduation Dress. Yeah' it's our Graduation, finally. I saw Kim getting hyped up, it's makes me laugh. I remember her everyday rant from coming to School.

"What took you so long?-Oh my! Careful! Baka masaktan yung goddaughter ko! here let me help you." pfft. seriously? since the day she learned I'm pregnant she became more caring and strict to me. 

"Don't worry my SON is going to be okay." nilinawan ko talaga yung son to pissed her haha. 

"Yeah right your Daughter is strong. Let's go na, hmp!" I burst out laughing, such a kid.

"Oh my, I didn't know that the this Lady is pikunin Hahaha." 

 She insisted that My Baby is a Girl, Well I do feel that My Baby will be a boy. Kahit ano naman, Girl or Boy or anything... I'm sure I will love her or him no matter what

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Sa loon ng dalawang buwan , mas naging maingat na ako sa mga gagawin ko.I don't own my body alone now, so I need t be extra careful. Tatlong buwan na siya sa tummy ko and my little baby is growing so fast. Hindi ko pa siya nakkita pero mahal na mahal ko na siya. 

I'm just worried if I can handle the pain of laboring and the responsibility of being a Mother. 

My Pregnancy is a Private matter. No one in our University know that I'm pregnant until now. Hindi sa nahihiya ako or what', I just want a peaceful preggy moments. I followed the Intruction from the internet on how to keep  my tummy out of sight. 

 I don't want to hear any humor and insults, I need to be careful , It's not good for me to get stress, so I avoid nuisance and gossips.

 I  marched and get on the stage receiving my Diploma. 

"Congratulation to us Girl! Finally, Lessons and Reports are all done! huhu. I'm so happy I could Die!" Madamdamin niyang linya na nakahawak pa sa noo. I am thankful that She is a businesswoman and not an actress, it's not a good sight. 

"Congrats din Girl. Thank you for all the things you've done for us. If you're not here, and I don't know what to do, so far your being a good Father. Pfft." biro ko sakanya and she just rolled her eyes as if haha. But seriously I am very thankful for her and to her Parents. I don't know what to do without their moral support. 

"Don't be like that, My make up will ruine if I cry here, Kakahiya." Nagpunas siya ng mata na akala mo may pumatak talaga. Masyado siyang concious sa eye make up niya kaya kahit paghikab pipigilan niya. Haha.

"Arte mo sa part na yan pfft. Let's go, I saw Aunt and Uncle already." When I saw her parents I wave at them and Kim dragged me there too but I stop and Kim too obviously because she's holding me. 

I look at my hand he's holding. "Can we talk? Phoebe?" Michael...

Kim clasp my hand she's holding. Tiningnan ko si MIchael, Wearing his Black Grad Dress while holding his Diploma. He has a gloomy aura around him and for some moment It makes me guilty or what. 

"Kim, go ahead susunod nalang ako." I smile at her but she's frowning and as if there's a sign on her head telling me if I am an idiot. 

"Madali lang to."

"I'll wait here. I don't trust that pig." she rolled her eyes at Michael. I sigh. 

I Understand Why she's being extra protective towards Michael. Minsan na kasi akong hinarass ni Michael, and to think that I'm pregnant makes us scared more that day. I managed to survived that day, he's out of line but he done nothing serious that time that will prove his indifferent action so, we did not manage to report him. 

I bet h doesn't knw that I'm Pregnant.

"Please Phoebe?" I can't say yes when Kim don't want to.

"FINE. Just a minute. Hoy Manyak! If you do something Bad again, I swear that Toga of yours will going to be burial dress." She then glare at me and signal that she's waiting and be careful, so sweet. Before she walks out, she rolled her eyes again on Michael.

I heard him chuckle kaya napalingonn ako sakaniya. 

"Start talking, You see I don't have much time for you." faint smile draw on his lips. He step forward, And I move backward in an instance. 

"Oh.. I'm Sorry." I just nod and wait for him to talk again. 

"Congratulations." he said. My patience is getting shorter and shorter, he's just blabbering nonesence.

"Yeah thanks. You too Congrats." I answered coldly. 

There's a long silent between us and it's getting me uncomfortab-

"I still love you Phoebe and I want you back." He then cried. what the' 

I don't know if because of anger and sadness I also cried. My knees is getting weak. He still loves me? After all that action of him? He just carelessly say he still loves me? If he say that before and I'm not aware of he's doing. My Body is trembling in anger and hatred right now. 

"Please Phoebe. I'll do anything to prove to you that I still love you. I'm sorry kasi pinakawalan kita ng ganun-ganun nalang. I swear I regreted it, just please comeback to me, huh? You'll comeback to me right? You still love me rght? hmm Phobe?"  His face keep changing. He suddenly grab me and kneel in the ground while crying. 

Were getting more attention, geez. 

"Michael. Michael Stop it get off me. Stop it." I keep pulling my body from him. He stand and hold my shoulder. 

"No, Phoebe. No Baby, Please.. Don't leave me. I'll do everything By. I know you still love me. You only have me right? You're just mad right now. Please Baby, let's fix this." His face gets hard and his eyes become aggressive. 

"I said, LET ME GO!" I manage to le go from him. 

"WHY? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT? YOU STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME! I KNOW PHOEBE! I KNOW... You're just mad and hurt. You don't have a family, and you only have me-" that creep the out of me. 

"I'm Pregnant." I blurted out. "I'm Pregnant Michael. So, you're wrong. I'm not alone anymore, and you can't have me anymore. So please, don't bother me again. Excuse me." 

 I left him. He's staring at the air. Lost in his thoughts. I know he's shock. We just broke up and here I am Pregnant. He knows I love him and I only have him... before. But it's different right now. I have a family, my own family, my baby. 

 And even if I don't have my baby right now, I don't think I will hug his offer and love him again. I guess it's true that Love is really blind. I can see now how terrible of a person he is. It's a blessing from above, God help me get away from a wrong person. 

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