I grabbed his keys and ran to the car yes I get into the car and I held the wheel it felt big in my hand like I held bigger I got in his car here the thing about Sebastain his taste in cars are like boring okay he knows it to he just won't say anything and just drive on the drive to my grandma is house where I plan on stopping but if my mind takes me to other places then I will go along with that
My grandma knows that I'm going back to the house and I know it first time driving and I need a GPS to get there like I don't know how to get there I'm always the one sitting while everyone else drives like come on Sebastain: okay let talk how are you feeling about driving
Me: it feels good to drive get in the driver seat and just drive like is this how everyone else feels driving
Sebastain: it fine once you get use to it your not going to want to do it anymore
Me: I doubt like come on like driving you fully in control A few minutes into the drive Sebastian was starting to get annoying like I always thought driving with my dad would have been like this but with him I just want to yell at him
Sebastain: take exit 75
Me: okay
Sebastain: turn right
Me: Sebastain I see the GPS it saying left
Sebastain: no right turn right
so I turned right and I drove in the way he wanted me to which was a mistake and I really wanted to hit my head on the wheel and curse some many word at once. When we got back on the road we took so much time that traffic formed like come on I was driving as slow as everyone else and there was honking like come one everyone else is driving slow and you're coming after me
driver: drive faster you asshole
Me: where the f**k do you want me to go huh like maybe if you shut the f**k up we will drive faster
Sebastain: Lizzie forget him
Me: no it that asshole he need to shut up
Drive: drive b***h
Me; shut the f**k up
Sebastain tries to clam me down by telling me to connect my phone and listen to some pia mia on pandora like she my everything but I was more into Melaline Martinez for this driving right now and that what I did I listen to the song I scream which Ashley tells me is unreleased but you know what it helped me after that I got off the highway and took the road we stopped at a gas station to pee and for snacks when I got back to the car Sebastain was in the driver seat
Me: what I thought I was driving
Sebastain: no you drive crazy
he drove the rest of the way on road and got there about 10 minutes or so he started to park while he did that I walk to the door and tried to find my keys to fish them out when I found the key I fell on the couch I threw off the shoes these hurt the living s**t at of me I walked upstairts with my bare feet when I got to my room I started to remove everything on my body not for s*x to take a shower like I don’t know if s*x is something I will be doing a lot now
Me: why are you lookiung me and not saying anyting
Sebastain: well sorry what are you doing
Me: nothing okay it fine I also wanted to talk about something
Sebastain: about what
Me: your birthady like I want to do something
Sebastain: okay something small at the place but that it
Me: yes I will start planning
Sebastain: Justin is not coming I don’t want him to
Me: why what happend come on you use to tell me stuff
I feel like he hiding something from me but I don’t know I will just let him be I put my hair in a pony tail grabbed my towel and bath spong and took the bath wash and set it on the side of the shower floor when I walked in the showr the water was was just perfect not to hot and not to cold just right for me and I soaped my upper body I shaved my legs ok I walked out the shower and walked into my room
Me: why are you looking in my underwear drawer
Sebastain: cause that is a good question Lizzie why am I looking in your underwear drawer
Me: don’t answer my question with my question
Sebastain: my postmates is here
Me: you orer postmate when did you order postmate
He went downstairts I throw my self on the bed and closed my eyes like I need a break and if that mean murdering me with my pillow over my head I felt force on my feet
Me: that nice
I moaned he pushed his thumbs in harder he started to suck and kiss my feet I moved it from his space I took off the pilliow off my face it fine i’m fine and I know
Me: no were not doing that okay that is not happing right now
I got up and looked in my drawer for some stuff to wear and I found something that was more stay in I put on the bra and panties and there was a knocking on the door I don’t know who that is but I didn’t have time for them anyway I walked down
Me: oh Ashley what are you doin here
Ashley: we need to talk Sebastain bring ass down here
Me: excuse me but ytou don’t just come here and making order in my grandma house but what is this s**t about
Ashley: he didn’t tell you of cousre he didn’t
Me: Ashley this crazy are you f*****g on molly again
Ashleey: Lizzie I would never lie to you but Sebastain maybe
Me: Ash your on drugs go lay down or leave I know ans it Justin fault you know he accused me of being a slut having a man or the side from Sebastain yeah I know not from Sebastain but I know
Sebastain: know what
Me: what Justin acutally thinks of me and i’m fine about it that whatever it how he feel it what he feels
Sebastain: how the f**k did you know that
Me: dose it matter how I do I know okay
I walked out I need a drink she has a wine celler and I walked over to the wine celler and everything was chilled and nice I came back up with a bottle of rose I don’t need a glass I’ll just drink from the bottle yes I need that drink it really going to help me
Me: okay i’ll just drink this bottle whilw you guys tell me everything
Sebastain: I don’t think you should be drinking
Me: umm I don’t think you of all peolpe should be telling me what to do
Sebastain: you know what fine
Me: yeah who wants to talk frist
Sebastain: okay I got the place okay
Me: wow ( scarasticly) we should celbrate later
Sebastain: as I was saying got the place after I got the news about the place you were acting werid and I was talking to Justin because you were acting werid and he said
Me: he thought I was cheating do you believe it
Sebastain: nope why would I that not like you
Me: okay then it set we can let that go and Ashley what
Ashley: nothing I should go
Me: okay
I walked to my room I need a break like i’m walking around in panties and bra like what the f**k I just in need a break no drinl and everything else I laid there why was my life so hard he sat on the bed
Sebastain: Liz
Me: I don’t want to talk about it let just talk about good thing let celbrate you getting the place how should we with s*x maybe
Sebastain: I not in t mood
Me: what really
Sebastain: because you seem like your not going to be into to it your head seem into something else
Me: okay go it
Sebastain: maybe later
Me: yeah s*x is not what we should be doing now anyway but let go on a date you know pick me up in a hour and maybe you could get some stuff and bring here
Sebastain: yeah that we can do that
I he left got in his car and left okay I wasn’t kinda feeling the Justin calling me an w***e thing but you know I will call him to know why he did it
Me: what your deal with me
Justin: what do you mean
Me: you think i’m a w***e right
Justin: well not really
I hung up and I grabbed a book and it was written my grandma and her mom she wrote an book really based on my mom and I read the frist page
*what would be like if you didn’t want a man you can have the love of a child my life I always wasn’t into sexually love I was asexual I tried to havd a talk with *
I know there this thing and I was watching a tv show and after a few shows there was a knock on the door I walked into the hallway and made my way to the chair and I took a step and I grabbed the bottle of rose and I waljed to the door and opened it
Me: Oh your here that fast I didn’t even get ready yet
Seabastain: okay well get ready
I ran back up in my room and looked in to see what I can wear for the date like I want something cute but the date want to got be good for me and I put on a strapless bella like dress it was short and cute with flowers I walked down with my black flats and I walked down with my bag
Me: hi I didn’t put on make up
Sebastain: I see that you look nice
We walked to the ar he called me nice I was nice now I think I need the make up and I ran back upstairts and fixed my hair I curled my hair and It in my face on one side and I on make-up a bit and eyeliner and a gloss and walked back down I wanted to look cute for him he drove to the place I got a call from my grandma and I told her that I was fine and I was happy that I looked nice he drove to this nice were going on a date when we got to the table and I order and rum and coke and Sebastain order a beer
Me: when do you move in
Sebastain: anyday I want most likley tommrow after school
A few days later was okay Sebastain moved into his place and It was firday at lunch and when I walked in the hallway during lunch to get to my locker I heared wishpers all around
Guy 1: is it true that her family like killed
Girl 1: you don’t think she will kill us I mean her family past like come on
Guy 2: I always thought she was nice but what if she killed Josh and her daddy covered it up like the cop he is the sexy daddy cop he
I walked up to them and they moved back and they looked scared and Alexis walked up to me she was as confused as I was and the wispered got lower as she came over to me and that two kids came us to us
Guy: stay away from us your a killer okay boy you stay
Me: what the f**k are you asshole talking about
Girl: we know about your f****d up family
Me: who told you
Guy: it true wow you guys are asshole and should be punished for it
The girl took a milkshake and she put it over my head this was like a bad riverdale episode while everyone looked and laughed what the f**k who told and then again there was only one person who knew the truth that I told in this and that was Sebastain I walked to his classroom and he had a class in there I walked in mad
Mr.Jackson: okay class go to lunch okay they all left the class room I was read I was turning f*****g red like how could he do this to me I didn’t want anyone to know the dark truth of my family while they all walked out my thought went everywher
Me: did you tell anyone about my family
Sebastain: no Liz I would never
Me: someone told and I don’t know who I only told you and Alexis know
Sebastain: you don’t think she told peolpe
Me: no like I hope not please I can’t fix this like come on I didn’t mean for this explode in my face it not right and it also not fair for me
I walked to one of the cars I borrowed frommy grandma who was still on her trip now times like this I really wish I went with her like come on I drove who ever told my family drama is an asshole but I also know thwy will find something to talk about tommrow anyway I went home an showered and changed into a pj ice cream pants like Sebastain brithday tommrow but his party on sunday just because we have time I laid in bed and readed more of the good about my family the books they wrote that made me clsoe to them and not the hate like that gang bullshit which will pullover there was a kncok on the door who ever could that be
Samantha: we seen you pull out of the school parking lot we are so sorry that happend to you
Me: yeah it fine
Victoria: but also is it true
Me: yes my granfather well my great grandfather was okay
There was anpther kock on the door come on how many peolpe are here and sebastain walked in and there goes me reaching for the bottle of rose I left in the friged
Victoria: are we allowed to ask question about it
Me: yeah shoot
Victoria: what the deal with the house
Me: if your asking there are rich okay you know that the tech company wasn’t a lie okay but my great-grandfather wanted his own life from this and formed his gang which I am not a part of
Bing my phone went it Pasley she says she so so so sorry about the day i’m having like so so so so sorry like she can cry I just can’t take it I also got a bunch of text from peolpe whos saying I should burn in hell for the crime my family did one told me I should kill myself what the f**k I just took the bottle in me I didn’t want to think about it okay it was over my head was in space
Me: peolpe are saying I should kill myself now who knows a hacker that I can
When I was little I was told I could be anything I wanted to be and wasn’t going to let anyone stop me they want to see an b***h I show them an b***h
Me: i’m done they want to me to act like my family then so be it I will be her
It was just a matter of time before the asshole who did this come foward like come on peolpe are asshole but i’m not letting this get to me
Sebastain: Liz what are you thinking about
Me: they want to see crazy granddaughter of a gangster i’ll let them see it
Sebastain: yeah I don’t think you should do that
Me: and why not
Victoria: yeah he has a point you don’t want to express gangster Liz now and were graudting in June you can wait unti we get to college and there will be bbsf
Me: what is bbsf
Samathan: she meand boozes and boys and s*x and kappa
Me: no to kappa no to boys but s*x and booze yes and s*x and boozes is all I need now if you need me I will be drinking my feeling away while touching myself
They all looked at me I know why did I say thats hit why did I say that okay that out loud day drinking should not be my thing cause I act werid
Me: I should have not said that atleast out loud and now I need a drink
Sebastain: I have to babysit her
Me: no you don’t have to i’m going up to my room
Samantha: have fun
I hed some werid friends in a way I dragged down that bottle rose and I grabbed the rum and vodka and wine bottle red and white wine I ran up to my room and I laid on my bed I spreading my legs open and close it I removed my pants like come on I hate this I hvae to wait for sec talk like normally touching myself Sebastain closed the room door he moved over to me and he was on top of me he moved his hand in my panties he placed his fingers inside me he went deep into my neck is this what vampires victims feel s****l
Sebastain: Liz tell me when you get there
Me: yeah okay got it
I moved my body up as he rubbed his finger on my clithe played with it I moaned the I rolled my eyes in the back of my head I liked the wayhe opned my mouth and he put his fringer in my mouth I had the feeliing I don’t know
Me: stop
I felt something pouring out of me and it felt good I was feeling like a race and I just don’t know I just keep thinking maybe I could take some off in school because I also don’t want to run but no he started to kiss my body one kiss he marked on my body
Sebastain: i’m happy and sad that nobody got to take you yet
Me: and why is that
Sebastain: because I had a chance and any uy would be luck to have you
Me: less compliment and more s*x
Sebastain: wow okay feisty I love it
Me: same now shut up before I go back to the turn off thing and just day drink
Sebastain went back to kissing a part of me he uncuffed my bra and her threw it on the floor and he started to suck it I moved my head back as I laid on the sheet I pulled on my sheet I meaned as he ketp sucking on my t**s the harder he suck the louder I moaned this room is sound proof thank you for that he moved to the other one he licked my boobies and sucked on n*****s he kisses on my stomach were amazing why was I so horny right now he pulled my panties down with his teeth I loved the wetness he was bring to me he moved his tongue over to my vagina
Sebastain: where dose your grandma keep the rope or somthing
Me: for some reason grandma had handcuff in the bathroom she ketp in the bathroom with a bunch of stuff it a box of these stuff new in each bathroom
Sebastain walked in the bathroom and the box when he came back I always wanted to have s*x on a table I wonder if my freinds left I put on my robe and walked down
Samnatha: wow you guys are done
Me: umm no okay Sebastains looking for handcuffs
Victoria: handcuffs okay why things are getting hot and heavy up there
Sebastain: Eilzabeth
Me: I have to go bye
I walked to my room I have been thinking about his alot and I don’t know how Sebastain will feel about it and I don’t know why I want to do it but I want to be on top I know most guys hate this cause it means they lose there power in s*x but I als o don’t know what i’m doing cause I just 4 months now
Me: you called Eilazbeth how formal I like it
Sebastain: you left the room
Me: I was gettin water why am I in trouble what are you going to spank me
I undid my robe and it felt to the floor I love this I want to get in the hot tub I looked through my drawer for a bikini I really want to go and relax my front was facing the drawer and felt his kissess on my neck he on the bed after down kissing I moved over to him ontop of him I kissed him I suggled to take off his belt I great I was a horny teenager
Sebastain: condom
Me: no okay we don’t need a condom
I moved his pants down and his boxer short were seen to me and only me they were cute dark blue there cute but I want them off I slid down and I started to suck him off he held my hair and I was jerking and sucking him he grabbed my ass he started to smack it around he started to slowly moved his fringer in my butt and moved it down I tried to not moan i’m done with this teasing and bullshit oh I don’t really care he stuck his big thick c**k in me I gasp a my t**s bounched up and down he stop and grabbed my t**s and started to massage it he was making feel good well amazing I moaned his name
Sebastain: yup say my name just like that
He fliiped me over I was laying on my stomach I looked around the room I guess Senastain: got the same idea as me he he moved his fingers down my back the sexuall feeling that I was getting
Sebastain: you like pain your looking at that belt you want me to spank you
Me: no I don’t know really I don’t know what I want
Sebastain: just think go deep in your mind and think
Me: what is that some werid teacher thing
Sebastain: you could say that
Me: it werid bullshit and also a turn off and you know that we can try again later
Sebastain: okay Liz it like a huge turn off I want to try something and if you like them I know
Me: Sebastain you know what f**k it let do it
He laid on the bed and he moved my body ontop of his is he really doing this s**t on my face bullshit right now like is this a werid fetish for him like come on Sebastain it werid
Me: this sit on my face bullshit has to stop okay I get it your ex must have loved it but i’m not doing that
Sebastain: we didn’t even finshed
Me: yeah cause you talked about being a teacher which is a turn off for me in our sexlife also when you are my teacher but I’ll give it a try if I don’t like it I will never hear another word about it
Sebastain: fine and I won’t talk about it and that it
I move my body on top of his face and he spred them open he licked the lip part of my v****a he bite it I moaned okay so I did like this he moved his tounge up inside me he pressed it the more he pressed I held the sheet on the bed it was like a pattern with this
Press moan press
Then again the same thing the feeling was coming to me the feeling of everytjing exiting out of me I pulled on the sheet
harder and I harder as Ifelt me getting closer and closer to coming
Me: stop okay i’m done with it I came happy
I jusmped off the bed and quickley put my robe and ran down to the living room okay one he did not finshes and I don’tknow with the stressted of it all I know drinking is not really going help with out prombles but at the time I don’t know
Samthan: you guys were having a bit fun up
Me: yeah about that it kinda werid I don’t know what I want
Victoria : that one and one take for get dress were going to Adam and Eve
Me: what the hell is that
Sebastain: there sending you to a s*x shop
Me: wowy’all are funny i’m not going but thanks for thinking about me
I walked to my room I looked up this Adam and Eve bullshit okay it like a s*x shop and this was supposed to help me how I haven’t even touched myself let alone use a half of the stuff like a c**k rings Sebastain walked in grabbed my phone
Me: hey
Sebastian: c**k ring didn’t take you for a c**k ring kinda girl
Me: I don’t even know how to use it would you like to use it when we’re having s*x
Sebastain: no hate it look at this
Me: I knew it you want to spank me wow
Sebastain: no I just said look nice
Me: okay do peolpe use this
Sebastain: s*x freaks, porn stars and kinky freaks
Me: yeah I think I could think about Samantha advice know myself before I think other could my dad calling me
Sebastain: don’t answer
Me: why
Sebastain: because we having were workin this out spanking yes or no
Me: maybe
Sebastain: yes or no
Me: I don’t know how i feel about most thing but yes to spanking
Sebastain: handcuffs
Me: no I mean f**k no I want to try thr ring
Sebastain: no
I moved my hand in his pants and started to jerk him off I looked up at him while I was still doing
Me: here the deal your going to finish and then were goimg and were getting the ring I want to try it
Sebastain: (groaning) you don’t take no for an answer do you
Me: no I do not no feeling
Sebastain: maybe if you suck and rub
Me: you want me to blow you wow and please don’t say it like that okay
Sebastain: good okay
Me: shut up I can do me
I put my hand over his mouth and I whipped his d**k out of his pants I started to suck and rub I looked up and jerk harder okay I keep jerking him
Me: nothing omgosh forget
Sebastain: it fine
Me: no just go okay Sebastain go I just need to think
Sebastain walked out the room I was over thinking this I did everything and he not doing anything I just want to forget about s*x Ashley and Alexis walked in the room
Ashley: tell her
Alexis: I told the school
Me: i’m sorry you did what tell Sebastain to come here now
Ashley: what why
Me: rage s*x yeah
Ashley: rage s*x
Me: why would you
Sebastain: you called me
Me: forget what I on the bed were going try this again
Sebastain: Liz we have to
Me: i’m fine okay and I want to go shopping you guys can go
I took off my things and head to the bathroom I just can’t believe that would do that my fuucking sister told the scholl I sat at the sink
Sebastain: I want to try again sit on the sink
Me: no I want you to come not me I already did
Sebastain: I like when i’m in you that I can complet
Me: fine
He pulled my legs near him and jammed his he d**k me he kissed me there was bang and then again I moaned he smiled as his lips touched mine he pulled my legs and jammed himself in me
Sebastain: i’m done
Me: I have to take a shower bit
Sebastain: we can get one ring
Me: no were not going to that store I want to go on a date
Sebastian: baby
He moved up towards me stuck his finger in me I removed his finger and moved his closet to me he picked me up and we walked over to the bed I pushed Alexis out the way.