Teacher's Pet

chapter 16

Sebastain: should we stop your sister here  

Me: ignore her, she can sit here all she wants I don’t have anything to say to her wasting her time 

Alexis: Liz please just talk to me 

Me: about what how you do anything just be will Pasley little b***h 

Alexis: I had or have a crush on her 

Me: wow that cute really is but what dose that have to do with me 

Alexis: come she kneew which is better for them to b***h about our family past of about you and our teacher I might add and my sister 

Me: you coukd have told me before I b***h about it but i’m still mad you knew and I got milkshake in my hair but I did get forgivness s*x 

Alexis: okay I should go 

Me: no stay were about go eat you want to come along nothing happen now 

Alexis: yeah i’ll meet you guys down in the living room 

Me: also can help me pack for my England trip grandma taking me to England  

Sebastain: England when were going to talk about that

Me: after I came back

Sebastain: you weren’t even going to tell me 

Me: I was just not right a way

Sebastain: wow 

Me: I don’t have to go we just talked about an she said it was a good idea just to get a way and let the school die down okay 

Sebastain: I understand that but you can’t run away from you

Me: oh this bullshit 

Sebastain: oh don’t start this 

Me: start what you act like an amazing teacher and make me feel bad because were doing this and you could lose you job because of me 

Sebastain: not just because of you I mean I will have a part of losing it to 

Me: but England were going to talk about it 

Sebastain: I just have to say one thing you go were done 

Me: wow get out 

Sebastain: you have until my party tommrow to 

Me: I mean get out now 

I pushed him out the room and slammed the door I really can’t believe he making me choses what I want to do  he going I don’t know if i’ll even care anyway I order an pizza and it will be in 45 mintuins I rolled my eyes as I looked at the phone every five sec and I played muisc and readed a book Victoria walked in the room and sat on the bed 

Victoria: what happend 

Me: I’m thinking about going to england with my grandma for the week and Sebastain dosen’t want me to and he told me if I do were done and I really don’t like that making me choses and I didn’t like that and now Sebastain can f**k off 

I got a phone call I really didn’t want to answered it I miss my school today and I would have to go on saturday 

Victoria: what are you wearing to his party 

Me: not goingt to give him that I was staying for him 

Victoria: do you want to break up with him 

Me: no but he made that threat

Victoria : we should go out to night 

Me: yeah I like that but I can’t I have to deal with it and I don’t know

I went into my bed and laid down I was going to sleep and I laid in my bed and Victoria left and I cried and yelled the door was closed everyone thought I was killer and my boyfriend told me to chose between him and my dream trip and I don’t know I just felt like my life when I woke up the next day I texted him

I’m going 

He replied 

Were done 

 that will show him that i’m going and were done 

Victoria: do you really want to break up 

Me: nope but he going around  throwing threats 

Victoria: wow okay be your own woman 

Me: yup he did this to himself 

Victoria: yeah but you can be your own woman if you go to his party and end it right there he will know not to f**k with you 

Me: by ruining his party no that actually mean Victoria 

Victoria: well f**k it and f**k him 

 Me: no because I paid for most of that s**t and I just really lost money if you ruined it 

Victoria: okay I’ll piss in his cake 

Me: I also paid for that too please don’t piss in it to be honest just don’t go okay maybe we can have a night out just you and me 

Victoria: nope i’m going to this party and you are to sis 

Me: okay fine I guess 

I rolled my eyes at this phone number that texted I know the truth what the f**k children pranks are starting to get really old now 

Victoria: what 

Me: this dumb prank okay like who or what is this asshole trying to do 

Victoria: it fine it a harmless prank chill okay 

Me: fine 

Victoria: and were going to this party 

Me: no we are not 

I walked into my closet and look for an outfit for tonight because I was going out and nobody was going to tell me otherwise I found this dress this sparkling sliver dress I loved it. grandma finally came home I know it was wrong that I broke upon his birthday yeah I know this will be a birthday he will never forget 

Grandma: you ready to go 

Me: I just have to packed and then I will be ready to go 

I packed some books and my laptop and clothing and other stuff and my suitcase and my bookbag we were taking a jet when we got there they took bags and when we sat at our seats 

Me: When are we leaving 

Grandma: we’re waiting for Alexis and everyone else 

Me: what you mean 

Grandma: yeah well we have your friend coming along and her and she brought her friend 

I heard that annoying voice I know that voice please really Pasley is going on this trip it bad enough that Alexis is going I’m not over her telling her the school about our family like come I hugged Victoria and Samantha and Ashley 

Me: you guys didn’t tell me y’all were coming 

Ashley: well I was not going to past an up a trip to England 

Me: yeah I had to give up so much for this trip

Ashley: yeah we heard about the Sebastian break up that lose for him to do because it was his fault 

Me: I don’t feel like talking about it 

I went into the back and laid down and closed my eyes I needed a nice nap I smiled as I looked at my phone I was single now while meant I could have a life I put on an sleep mask and I finally slept and in my dream I was in England and I was in a man bed I looked at him and the man began to speak 

guy: m’lady thee the beauty as rose the light in your eye from thee cold bloody moon that shine amongst others 

Me: think fair sir it will be wrong for us to be after all I left my fair man in the united state

Guy: that fair man was not so fair he left the beautiful lady has he have no mind right 

Me: he has a mind right I shall made a mistake 

I woke up yelling they all turned to me I didn’t know what the hell I walked into the bathroom I cleaned my face okay I got freaked out by a dream but it ended weirdly with the British man that ended the dream with off with this head and he cut his head off that was the weird about it Ashley came sitting next to me 

Ashley: what happened 

Me: I don’t know what you mean I’m fine okay thanks for asking me 

Ashley: you yelled in your sleep 

Me: oh I always do that it fine you know 

When they came rolling down with food like steak and lobster and crab legs and wine and water I took the  steak and knife and fork and some steak sauce and some wine my grandma looked me I looked at her back and I gave I was fine look and I started to cut a some of the meat and took a sip off of the wine I can't get what I did to Sebastian I felt bad I didn’t want to but he did it to himself I finished my meal and I went back to sleep I can’t go back to sleep after what I seen I just can’t go back to sleep anyway I think this is bad well I know that it is bad anyway and after we got there which it is 5 am in the morning we got settled into a house that my grandma owns that was I ran to the biggest room there when I laid on the bed with my bags that when Alexis and Paisley walked in 

Alexis: oh you got this room oh 

Me: yeah it had a hot tub and  walk-in shower and walk-in closet like come on I would be dumb to pass this up and you asshole who told the school about ou family and they thing Elizabeth the bad one when it you take whatever I have you ruin 

Alexis: no if I remember you ruin your love life that was not on me you chose a trip over him 

Me: you know what save us all the time in hell and tell Pasley that you like her oops or did I just say that out loud and you know Sebastain and me were bond to break up sooner later it just good that it sooner and not later 

Pasley only heard the part that had her name and she smiled but I don’t know if that was I want you to in a way or it cute that you think of me like this 

Pasley: aww that cute 

Me: can y’all get this out of my room thank you and goodbye 

And as they left I laid in the bed and I open my laptop and started to write in my diary 

*dear diary  

Okay today me and my boyfriend broke up and I called out my sister for always shitting on my life and I can’t deal with her she took my school life turned on me and now with Sebastain he made me chose between him and this trip and if I went he threatened to leave me and I know he was just in a mood but come one don’t make threats like come on and I can’t believe everyone thinks Lizzie the broken like she has to be the one to deal with this s**t I know this room is sound proof and I will yell and cry myself to sleep but you know we had s*x for the last time and it was so f*****g amazing and I know this break up is the right thing and I’m pissed at the world and I just want to yell and cry in my sleep again like I did yesterday I just want the pain to end * { end of diary} there was a knock on the door and I went to the door and my grandma was there she hugged me and I started to cry she stroked my hair 

Me: grandma why is it always me 

Grandma: Liz there more to everything and with the bad there is good and your goodwill come 

Me: but I been thought having the good for a while and he left when I want to go to my dream place and he knows that 

Grandma: oh your still all over him about that 

Me: I liked him I know I was young and I don’t know what love and we said it but that was a lie 

Grandma: well I think you to should talk about it and try to work it out 

Me: I just want to forget it all and I think that a good idea to just forget 

I walked out the room I needed a break and I think this is a good thing to forget Sebastain and I can see how it works to be on my own I walked out an looked up s*x shop I got to know what it’s like to love my self before I date other when I got to this s*x shop I found I picked up this vibrator and looked at some stuff and when I came back I to the house with my stuff in the bag I laid it all on the bed and I started using the vibrator I ripped open the box and I laid down on my bed and lift up my dress and pulled down my panties and separated my legs and placed it in there 

Me: oh that good 

I pulled on the sheet and 

Oh I moaned 

Oh louder I moaned but this time the stratification the feeling and I was just at the point at s*x and I was about come and I moaned Sebastain name omgosh why did I just moan Sebastian name omgosh I’m not over him what the f**k I just need to get drunk and forget him he my teacher and I need to forget him and that I plan on doing that I learned that to get rid of d**k by replaced with other d**k so that what I plan on doing this week I will be having s*x for s*x and not to get Sebastain out of my mind like I had this childhood friend that lived in England I think he moved back I have to call him and I did it was 8 AM and I was calling him 

Me: hey Cameron remember me 

Cameron: Elizabeth nice to hear from you how are you

Me: well I’m in town and I was wondering if you want to hang out 

Cameron: Yeah I like that what time 

Me: an hour from now I’ll be ready and I’ll send you the address 

Cameron: it a date 

I smiled at the phone and hung up I ran to the bathroom and I turned on the shower and wait for the water to heat up and I picked out my outfit while I wait and I got a phone call from Justin I rolled my eyes and answered it with a fake smile 

Me: hello

Justin: he had s*x with Summer

Me: that good for him okay why you call me were done and I know he told you and he can do whatever he wants 

Justin: you’re not mad 

Me: why would be mad he moved on it was fast but still were friends he my teacher and this relationship should have never happened in the first place it better that it ended now than later and I’m happy for him and Summer now I have to go 

I hung up before he could say anymore and I fell on the bed and started to cry and yell and I don’t think that I should go Cameron but I don’t know and I shouldn’t have Sebastain control me like this he not here he chose this really and I back down and now he having s*x and he moved on and I got a knock on the door Ashley walked in 

Ashley: did he tell you

Me: Yeah and it what Sebastain wants to do we're not dating anymore and if that what he wants to spend his first night single doing then that him any way I have a friend that I’m hanging out 

Ashley: what a Male friend no I shipped Sizzie 

Me: no were no more Sizzie okay and that acute ship name but it over okay and he didn’t want to make it work but it fine that he didn’t I got to love myself 

Ashley: Is that what that is 

Me: yeah I learning to love myself and be Sebastain Free I moaned his name while using it okay I need to forget him 

Ashley: yes you’re not over him 

Me: yeah I’m not but I think I should start he is and I should I’m not going to cry over him with ice cream and motives that means he will ruin my trip and he not going to do that it means if he does that he has more control than he should have and it should be no control he has over me 

Ashley: yeah that a good thing f**k him 

Me: yeah I did that and I’m not petty to get him fired and he knows that 

Ashley: have fun on your date 

I wrote an posted on insta saying getting ready to met a childhood friend and it also a date what should I wear and I post it to stories I wanted to see who lookes at it and when I make a post they can see on there feed and there was a few peolpe and I seen Sebastain pop up I ignored it why did he see it was he on insta looking at others stories or did he get a notfication and click on my story like there were many possbile ways to know I could ask but it would act like I care and I could ask Ashley to see why he did she always into everything else and now Summer did and Kaley and I didn’t know why I care too much like there could be a chance I get back with him and I think I just want to know I don’t want to over think what that mean but why was he had s*x with Summer who also looked at it I might add I think I should put my phone down for a while and that what this date id going to do help me disconnect and I will do that right after I read this text 

*Sebastian: hey 

*Me: what do you want was done and you had s*x with Summer 

*Sebastian: yeah and you’re going on a date and that was fast I made a mistake 

*Me: you think I couldn’t you a vibrator with moaning you name s**t did I just send that well yes and I send that and that I should just stop typing and 

*Sebastain: fun Lizzie always says what she means and act like she didn’t  when she did 

*Me: yeah I meant it okay I did it and I want to forget cause I have a date and you can go back to having s*x with that snake Summer why did you text me you seem happy and moved on 

*Sebastian: no happy is not a thing I feel 

*Me: I don’t care about your feelings 

*Sebastain: I miss you 

*Me: no you don’t okay you wouldn’t have made me chooses and you can’t say that after you found out about my date you can’t do that you know that you can’t Sebastain it not right 

*Sebastian: are you over me 

*Me: it doesn't matter anyway if I am but no okay and I’m working on letting you go 

*Sebastain: and I’m working on being in England 

*Me: don’t okay I want to move on I threw the phone on the floor to stop texting and I walked in the shower remove these clothes that stuck to my body and hopped into the shower with my bare self shown and I got my bath sponge and my coconut and pineapple soap that smelled like pina colada and I loved it but it no way Sebastain was coming all the way here for me ways he please no he can’t hope he doesn't please I can’t I’m trying to get over him don’t come back why did he have to text me and why did I reply I held my face under the water just to drown it and I was the sponge on my body and drawn it all over my body and washed it off when it was I was done there was knock on the doo I answered it Samthan sat on the bed and faced me.

Samantha: why is Sebastain asking for the hotel were at 

Me: I don’t know okay why are you asking me were done and I don’t know ask Summer he f*****g her she should know I have a date 

My phone ranged as she walked out she looked and I answered it I knew who was I just wanted it to stop ranging and was done with him and I wanted to forget him and that what she walked out and I talked on the phone

*Me: where done okay no more us okay Sebastain Sizzie is done 

*Sebastian: Sizzie cute 

*Me: I didn’t think of it and forget the name were done okay d-o-n-e just like my dream of finding a job that will pay me to read and goodbye 

I hung up and by that time I was almost dried off by the air and I walked a dress was a no I was wearing my UK skirt and my navy blue dress and with black and a headband my hair was nice and flat and I walked down everyone looked at me 

Me: what 

Grandma: Liz hand us the phone 

Me: why 

Samantha: did you text him 

Me: one he texted me and I did write back and I kept telling him there nothing and that I have a date 

Samantha: why does he have an idea that he going to be here 

Me: I don’t know he can think all he wants not going to happen 

Victoria: you better keep saying that 

Ashley: yeah and when he here we will keep you busy 

Me: I won’t need it but thanks 

I walked out before Cameron can knock I smiled at him he hugged me we started to walk okay I don’t know the big deal but I didn’t have any pounds on me my phone started to ring 

*Me: stop calling okay I can’t deal with you were done and you were the one who made the threat

*Sebastian: when have I gave you up so easy never and I won’t start now 

He hung up and Cameron looked at me I hope he doesn't think something up like come on what a good lie to think of to tell him and not be like my ex can’t stop calling me anyway how are you and 

Me: sorry my grandma it just how she is and I don’t know why 

Cameron: it fine she needs you why are you here now 

Me: visiting grandma job it her job that means it a family job 

Cameron: that the same with my brother we have to go to the united states for his job maybe you can show me around 

Me: yeah that would be nice I can’t wait for that 

We started walking for a while anyway didn’t know how this date was going to go and it was nice we walked to a pan n ice place

Cameron: can I get the Avo laugh 

Me: what that avocado and coconut eww 

Cameron: what is good to try new things 

His nasty flavor choice reminded me about Sebastain when he had all these nasty ice cream choices and I smiled to myself and I order a gimme a buzz that was made of coffee and biscoff and when they rolled the ice cream and set it out by flatten it and took this tool and rolled it when they handed it to us that when my phone ranged he know what he doing he trying to get this date ruined but it not going to work 

Cameron: you’re not going to answer that 

Me: no it my dad he has this thing were he to overprotective it fine 

I took a picture of the place and then smiled okay nothing Sebastain will see the post and that on him to use it the way he pleases and I will forget and never know he seen it 

Binging 

He liked it holy s**t he liked it why did he we were over he keep hinting that he would win me back but that was it and was this the first more to winning me back liking my post and I did care okay I’m not over him and I can’t stop thinking that I can be Sebastain a lot of asshole will type nice boobs and other will do smile heart and eggplant emojis and I could never get over it and that why I never posted myself on ever after that  because I was scared but I won’t let that stop me 

Me: you want to take a selfie with me 

Cameron: Sure I would love to 

I faced the phone up from and gave him a kiss on the lip and then posted it I may have did this because I know Sebastian will be looking at it and I just I wanted to be petty but it wrong that I’m using Cameron in my games with Sebastain like I really do like Cameron and I don’t want to hurt him more than it going to hurt when Sebastian comes here that when I read his text 

*Sebastian: I was going to surprises you tomorrow but I’m here and I can’t wait to see you and your boy toy 

*Me: no that not right he doesn't deserve this okay he didn’t do anything okay

*Sebastian: he did by hanging out with you that what you caused him to suffer  

*Me: this is between us okay you and me okay and also if you do this any chance of us will go out the door Sebastain I mean it don’t 

*Sebastain: between you and me see you soon 

What did he mean oh s**t he here he just can’t believe he here I’m trying to get over him and he here I hope he not here and I can’t take it and I see this man with his bag and suitcases no in my mind I think don’t walk over here don’t I look at Cameron 

Me: we should go

And then that voice talks 

Sebastian: Elizabeth 

Cameron: do you know him 

Me: yeah he my dad friend Sebastain what are you doing here 

Sebastian: oh you didn’t get my text a teacher thing 

Me: what teacher thing 

Sebastian: student exchange program were looking into kids to bring to the united states to study under our schools 

Me: what do you think it works for teachers 

He laughed he was really playing along game here and I did not like it what with his Joe the stalker thing I’m trying to get over him and he comes here with that s**t no 

Cameron: I think I should go it weird I will talk to you later Lizzie

I gave him and peck on the lips and he left 

(breaking the fourth wall )

Rude of me Cameron is an dark skin brown eyes dress like sexy Hardin Scott/ Hero from after by Anna Todd but Cameron is no bad boy s*x loving prick he is nor like Sebastain or Josh he caring and kind and I like him  okay I’m done 

Me: what are you doing here 

Sebastian: I told you I was here to win you back 

Me: Sebastain: you can’t do this okay I’m trying to move on and you come here gives me mix feeling 

Sebastian: yeah mix feeling about your modern-day Hardin Scott 

Me: wow you finally read the book still you can’t do this okay I’m fine and I’m trying to get over you okay

 Sebastian: see you keep saying trying okay give me today 

Me: I can’t I have to find a way to fix the mess you caused with Cameron

Sebastian: oh modern-day Hardin Scott has a name Cameron

Me: do you know anyone else is name in that book 

Sebastian: oh yeah Tristan