Justin
I am still in shock as I stare down at the cute little bundle in my arms. I can’t believe he is mine. I can’t deny he is mine since he looks so much like me. Yes, I wanted a family one day, but I thought my first baby would be with Sydney. I am not prepared to be a father right now, so hopefully, I don’t mess it up. I don’t want to be a lousy father.
I wish Jenny would have told me when she was pregnant. I would have been there for her, even if what we had was casual. I am annoyed I missed the first couple of months of his life, but being annoyed isn’t going to do me any good. Jenny obviously needs help, and I want to be a part of Ewan’s life.
The way he is staring up at me is enough to melt my heart. I reach down and stroke his tiny face.
“I am sorry I haven’t been around, l
