Ripped Away And Apart

Kafli 19.

I woke up in the middle of the night to some growling and people screaming, is someone watching a movie so loud? No this sounds real. 

“Calm down!” 

“Get the wolfsbane!”

“We need to call Beta Petra! She can help” 

“Shut the hell up and shoot the dart!” 

A little wind sound came and then whining like from a dog or something. 

“Now check the rooms if someone woke up and if they did, drug them more” 

I quickly close my eyes again and pretend to sleep but before I heard him open my door I fell asleep. When I woke up again, I just laugh because this was a weird dream. The day just went on like nothing, someone came in and offered me food but I always just took a small bite. The drugs really are keeping me calm and just drifting off. I feel so good, this is so much better than the illegal drugs or no drugs at all. I can't feel my arm but I know it is there and it is carefully patched up but I can not see what is underneath the wrapping. Max is always popping into my head but I am not burning with rage about it like before, I just remember him rubbing against my ass. Him picking me up and running with me to the doctors, I remember him cooking for me and I have even imagine how he would look if he smiled. 

I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SMILE! 

I burst out laughing at that thought, that big angry man that I can not stop thinking about, I have never seen him actually smile! How ridiculous! Maybe she is making him smile now? Maybe he never smiled around me because of me….. 

I feel the tears run down my face and I turn on the bed (as I can, being tied down and all), I miss him so much. I miss the way I feel when he touches me, I miss the way he took care of me and to be honest I miss just being with him. O Max what are you doing now?

“Alrighty now sweetheart let's go for a little walk” 

I look at the o so gay nurse in a pink uniform and I have to say I can not be mean to him or say no so I just sigh. He undid the straps that were holding me down and I whip my feet over the edge of the bed and stood up. I fall right into his arms because my balance is way off from the drugs. 

“Wow easy there speedy” he says holding me. 

“Hahah sorry I could not resist falling into your arms” I say sarcastically. 

He bursts out laughing this high pitch infectious laugh and I smile at him. 

“Common girl lets try now to go slow” 

I stand up slowly from the bed and I feel not much power in my feet but I just push forward, after about ten steps he let me go and I walked on my own. He talked the whole time we were walking and I listened with joy. He was telling me about this sale and where he almost had to punch another drag-queen to get some boots. I looked around but I should have just looked at my friend because what I saw was not pretty. I looked right into the small window on the doors and there is a bloody man screaming and scratching himself. I stop in my tracks and just stare at him because I can not take my eyes off him, he looks totally insane! He has long black hair, black eyes and is covered in blood and dirt?

“Lets move on sweetheart, don't you worry about him” he says in a concerned voice while wrapping his hand around my waist and pulling me forward. 

“What happened to him?” I ask terrified. 

“His mind broke, he just went insane” he lied to me. 

I stop and he looks back at me. 

“You just lied to me and I don't care for liars. What is going on here? Why do people keep saying some f****d up weird s**t and why is he acting like that? Why is he not properly medicated?” 

The guy goes from gay and friendly to serious and intimidating in seconds. 

“That is not for me to tell you so don't you worry about that. You are safe here and we are not here to hurt you” 

I get mad. 

“f**k you!” I say and turn around to go back to my room. 

I walk rather slowly but I hear him behind me but before I go into my room I stand in the doorframe and just look at my bed with the restraints on it. 

“Why has no one from my family visited me? Why have I not had any calls?” I ask without looking from the bed. 

“You are not in the right condition to get some company right now Ana” he says behind me. 

“I could have you and you even made me get out of bed” I answer quickly. 

“I am staff here so that is my job” 

“What is the name of this place?” I ask. 

He does not answer me but before I could ask the next question, I hear a laugh down the hall. I turn around but before I could look and see who is was the nurse walked into the doorframe and filled it. The laugh comes closer and closer until it passes us, is sounded like a person laughing and running down the hall barefoot. However the laughing stopped and the steps walk back to us and I see the nurse tense up.

“Ho ho ho ho a human? Do I smell a human? Is she a snack for someone? Is that on the menu?” the boy says but he sounded very very young. 

“Go back to your room Remy, there is nothing to see here” the nurse says without turning back. 

“O come on let me have a little bite! If she is here then she is either food or someones mate and I am so hungry” 

“Remy! I am warning you, go back to your room or I will tell Alpha about this” 

Alpha? Eat me? Someone's Mate? What the f**k is happening?

“Ohhhh you are no fun unless we are in bed” the boy says but I hear his footsteps move away. 

The nurse looks at me and I could see by his face that he is a little worried right now. I am scared out of my mind! What the actual f**k? I take a step back.

“Now you can not talk around this! He said something about eating me? You said Alpha! What the hell is going on here in this s**t place!” I scream. 

He looks away from me but he does not answer me, I am a little afraid he will use his strength against me and tie my down again to the bed but he just sighs. 

“Why has he not told you already about this? Ana sweety I am sorry but I am under orders not to say anything to you about this and I can not disobey” 

I could feel that he is being honest and that he really is a nice guy but someone is telling him not to tell me. 

“When you said Alpha did you mean Lillian? Is she really the boss here and not just some nutcase?” I ask, holding my ground. 

“Yes she is the boss here” 

“Can you ask her to transfer me back to my old room and my old wing, I don't feel safe here” 

His face turned soft and understanding but then his eyes went distant and it looked like he was not here anymore. 

“I think she will be fine with you going back to your old room” he then says life coming back to his eyes. 

I nod my head and we walk out of the room but I took one last look at the room and felt chills run down my back. I walk behind him through the wing, through another wing, up some stairs and then through big locked doors. I am about three steps into the wing when Miss crazy eyes and Ghost come to the entrance smiling with crossed arms. My nurse goes to the window where the nurses are on their phones. 

“Hey see who I have for you” 

The nurse that I have not seen before looks up from her phone and looks right at me but her facial expression made me want to cry. She should be at the other wing, she looked at me like I was meat and she was going to torture the living s**t out of me. 

“So the queen is back” 

My nurse laughs and starts to sway his hips to the sides but then they just start to talk about a coworker I think so I walk away. 

“Welcome back princess” Miss crazy eyes says while I walk past her. 

I am sitting in my chair with ice cream in my hands, I feel my mind slip further and farther away from me. I am not sleeping very well because I am afraid that someone will come in the night and do something. I keep hearing people scream, growling and some other s**t. I have not talked to my family or anybody since I got here a week ago. I have not eaten my ice cream. I just hold the bowl and feel the cold stream into my hands. There is no improvement to my arm, it is still banged up and I can not move any of my fingers. Bang, crash and the main door is broken down and I get so startled that I literally throw the bowl of ice cream to the side and it lands on the floor and breaks. 

“Where the f**k is she?!” 

I know that voice! I stand up from my chair and look behind it and my jaw drops. There they are! Max and Noah! They are surrounded with people I think I remember from the house. Noah is holding someone up from the ground by his neck and Max is looking around but has not spotted me. Yet.