John
It has been a week since my last fight, since Jena came back home. In this past week week, Jena refused to sleep with me. She has barely touched me, pulling back every time she sees me flinch. The two weeks that I fought, I was happy that I finally felt something. Now I am pissed that I can't even hold my girlfriend because she is afraid she might hurt me. I won't complain too much about the no physical contact though, because I am just so damn happy that she is here. Every night when we go to sleep, I fear I might wake up and she will be gone, but every morning when I wake up and find her next to me, fast asleep, my heart swells. And yes, Jena has fallen asleep in my arms every night without fail. I feel like we have overcome our worst obstacles, but we still need to deal with the a
