Jaxon
I am fuming, at myself for believing that my actions wouldn’t change how Carina feels about me, and my best friend for having his hands on her. I want to pull him into a corner, demand what is going on between them, but I don’t want to make a bigger scene than I already have and more than that, I don’t want anyone to know how affected I am by her.
I really thought I could do it, just walk away from her and never look back and I was doing fine, I didn’t constantly think about her, I didn’t wonder if I did the right thing by walking away from her, but then I saw her coming out of that stairwell with Carter, laughing at each other’s joke and I wanted to smash my best friend’s face in. When she didn’t even spare me a second glance, I tried to do the exact same thing, but f**k, she look
