*Amelia* Calving season is nearly over. Between early morning opens and Jim not being able to leave the ranch, I’ve barely seen him. I miss him. I open the door of Teresa’s house, fully expecting to see Paul. Instead, I’m shocked to see my dad. “What’s wrong?” I ask, sure that he’s here because Lucy has done something else. “Nothing,” he looks at me in surprise. “Teresa invited me.” “Oh,” I say foolishly. I remember her telling him to come anytime, but I didn’t realize he would. He smiles awkwardly as I step back to let him in. “I can leave if you don’t want me here.” I shake my head. “No, it’s not that,” I lie. I don’t want to hurt him, but I’m afraid of him getting close to my friend. I don’t want to lose her if things go poorly, but I can’t tell him that. “I was just af

