I entered my bedroom and put her bag next to my closet, she threw her hand bag in bed and sat there.
"You look beautiful..."I said and she rolled her eyes, "I Look tired... 15 hours of flying isn't a game. I look f*****g tired coz I am..."
I shrugged and stood there like I was lost. When I saw her, I felt happy but sad at the same time. I am happy but I feel a bit empty coz of what happened. I wanna know the truth.
"Your room is clean..." She said disturbing my thoughts and I shrugged, "Umhh thanks?"
She nodded to herself and continued looking around, "so is this the bed where action used to happen back in your famous days?"
Oh... so she was going to talk about my f**k girl days, that kinda got under my skin, "is that why you are here Katherine? To ask if I been sleeping with these people in my room?"
She ached her brows at me and examined me, "I was just asking. There's really nothing to it..."
"Three in this apartment... one on that bed.... so there you have it, you can fly back to South Africa.." I went to a nearby window and looked outside, the view here always made me calm down a bit, we were in town and on the 11th floor,so I could see a lot from here. Time Square wasn't far from us. It was a bit noisy because of the traffic... darn busy streets.
I felt hands snuggle me from behind and her fragrance, "I'm sorry..."
I shrugged and didn't say anything.
She kissed my neck, "I missed you so much Thandy...."
I turned and looked at her, she seemed so genuine and that pissed me off. Coz she just walked in here and started talking about my sleeping around and not her and Simone.
I smiled a bit and said the first thing that was on my mind, "oh Kat, I'm sure Simone kept you company..."
She sighed, "okay...Look...." then she looked at me in confusion, "what happened to your face?"
Remembering about earlier I totally pulled away from her nd went to bed. She took off her shoes and climbed on, "Thandy what happened..."
I shrugged, "got into a stupid fight.."
She started to panic, "oh God, did you see a nurse? What happened? Did they hurt you? I have my first aid kit in m...."
"Stop...." I said and she stopped, "now breathe.... I'm fine Katherine, I can take care of myself, I'm fine... he just busted my lip..."
"He?"
Oh f**k, I was just stressing her out, "yah, he collided with me, called me a dyke and then hit me, so I hit him back..."
She laughed, "baby you collide with people too now... and you hit him back? What were you thinking...?"
"That my girlfriend doesn't answer my phone for three days and then the fourth day her ex answers her phone and says she's been there before... so I needed something to punch and he took it very well.."
She pulled me into a hug, "Let's talk about that..."
A part of me wanted to talk of course, but I was scared, so I shook my head no, "I don't know... I'm scared..."
She laughed a bit, "Look, I was planning something stupid... so I decided to be playful by not answering your calls for the anticipation.. trust me it messed me up too coz I missed you so much."
I looked at her confused.
"Okay.. I bought plain tickets to visit you two weeks ago and planned that I'll avoid you for a few days and then call you when I was closer to visiting you... so my ex pitched and started being herself, nagging me and looking down on me.. and she answered my phone. I'm sorry babe it was stupid..."
When she finished saying that I was laughing, "it wasn't stupid... I mean remove your ex there, you'll actually find that it was funny and sexy romantic.."
She smiled, "I know what your ex did to you and I am not her, I will not hurt you like that coz it would be hurting me too. So I'm sorry for what happened."
I shook my head and kissed her, "I'm sorry too for not waiting on you to explain.. I just... lost my mind.. I couldn't stop thinking about you and her.. you been together for 15 years babe...."
"You called me babe for the first time...."
I laughed, "that's the only thing you heard...?"
She pulled me closer and pecked my lips, "Yea.. and I wanna kiss you so bad please don't stop me.."
I smiled at her seductively, "well... I wasn't going to stop you anyways...so.."
She slowly brushed my cheek with her hand making me smile. She leaned in totally taking her time, and finally our lips touched making me sigh. Oh this was the longest anticipation.. I have been yearning for this.. for her...
I moved my lips on hers slowly and immediately felt her other hand on my thigh.
Fuck!
I don't know how she could manage to make me this weak, I felt my body temperature change immediately.
She kept on kissing me and I kissed her back the same much, making her moan a little. I bit her lower lip and before I knew it I was under he laying on my back.
She positioned herself in between my thighs and because my hands were holding her ass I managed to lift up her dress a bit.
My heart was beating so fast in my chest I have never felt anything like that before, she was just making me feel weird. She pulled away from my lips but kissed my jaw down to my neck before I could complain for the loss of contact.
He right hand was on my neck and her left hand was slowly moving up and down my body until it settled in on my breast and she squeezed it a bit.. I lost it, "hmmm fuck..."
She continued doing that making me drip in between my thighs, she killed me by grinding down on me a bit. I sighed, groaned and moaned like never before and what was weird was she hasn't even f****d me yet. She was just kissing me.
She nibbled on my neck and her left hand slowly moved down from my breast until it reached my waist. She unbuttoned the trouser and I opened my eyes and froze.. suddenly feeling a bit..... nervous...?
She stopped kissing and whispered on my neck, "are you okay?"
"Ahaa.." I moaned that response..
The way I was so wet I was terrified of moving coz I thought I'd make a sound.
She then kept on kissing my neck tickling me a bit. She slowly unzipped my trouser and I finally managed to speak,
"Baby... you said you was tired.. don't you think you should rest?"
She shook her head, "this is relaxing..."
"No it's not... you should rest..."
She finally managed to unzip my trouser and slowly snuck her hand inside my trouser and I totally went still.. I had no fucken idea why I was so nervous. It's not like this was my first time having s*x. I had it before, and a thousand times..
She lifted her head up from my neck and looked at me, "babe are you sure you are okay?"
I was breathing heavily. I wanted her so f*****g back but this tiny fear I was experiencing was Pissing off and scary...
"Baby...."
I opened my eyes..
"Are you okay?"
I nodded, "Yea." And then looked at her hand that was still innocently resting inside my trousers.
Her face changed.. I was sure she got this wrong, she immediately took her hand out, "I'm sorry I got carried away... or maybe I got the wrong idea"
I shook my head, "It's not that... it's not a wrong idea.. it's just...."
She waited and to be honest I had no f*****g idea what to say. I couldn't just tell her that having s*x with her was scary to me. I mean.. come on.. this is meeeee....
When I didn't respond she climbed off me a bit embarrassed.. I tried to hold her but she pulled away...
"Baby...." I said sighing and she looked at me..
"Look don't get me wrong... I wanna do this so bad.. I want to..."
She shook her head, "but...? just not with me....?"
My eyes shot wide open, "what are you talking about? Who would I wanna do it with if not you...?"
She shrugged, "I don't know... someone your age.. someone with the same sexy body as you..."
While I was shocked I heard a knock by the main door. I ignored it, "Katherine... where on earth do you get that?"
"There is someone by the door..." She said and then looked around, "where's your shower?"
I held her hand and she refused to look at me, "Hey I need you to remove that stupid idea from your head... I wanna have s*x with you..."
The knock became louder..
"There's someone by the door.. and I need to shower..."
I pulled her and kissed her, she took a few seconds before kissing me back and then she pulled away, "shower Thandy?"
I sighed.. fuck.. I didn't wanna do this... I shook my head before taking her hand and putting it inside my pants.. inside inside until her finger slid down my wet core and then I looked at her dead in the eyes, "I'm wet.. so f*****g wet because of you.. you touched me and next thing I know I got floods in between my legs.... this has never happened to me, but you do it all the time.. I want you so much... but.... I... God Katherine I am scared..."
She slowly took moved her finger up from the opening of my core up past my clit and then out of my trouser.. making my sigh at the contract, "why are you scared..."
"Are you kidding me....?" I asked and the knock by the kitchen was a bit louder now.
"Kat ... you are Katherine Omarley..."
"I'm sorry to bring this up but I'm actually bringing it up for a good thing.. you have done this before with a lot of people.. so why are you scared with me? I'm no different..."
I shook my head, "you are totally different..."
She laughed, "okay except the age..."
"f**k the age....Kat you are different.. It's not going to be a one night stand with you.. It has to be perfect..."
"Why?"
'Thandy please open the door... I know you are in here please...' Stacy's voice said from outside the kitchen...
"Because I lo....like you... I like you okay.. so I'm scared.."
She ached her brows in amusement, "now your girlfriend is at the door..."
I rolled my eyes, "that's Stacy.. She has to leave.. I don't know why I mixed myself with the girl..."
Kat started laughing, "God thee famous Stacy.. I so wanna meet the girl... wait.. she's still after you..?"
I sighed, "baby Chloe told her to leave me alone and I thought she did.. but she's back..."
"Go answer her then..."
I shook my head, "no... she'll leave..."
It was as if Stacy heard me coz she said, 'look I'm not going anywhere until you open the door.. I wanna see if you are okay...'
I looked at Katherine and found her licking the finger that was inside my pants. My heart almost jumped off my chest from the sight... She looked so sexy doing that.. "Kat..." I whispered and she smiled, "you taste so f*****g good... and your Stacy is still waiting by the door.."
I sighed and went out of my bedroom, "come save me babe..."
She laughed, "only when I'm needed I will come save you..."
I zipped and buttoned my trouser and then opened the door. She eyes me suspiciously "hi...."
"Hi..."
"Your lip..." She said touching my face, "they said you got into a fight and I had to see you.."
I Shrugged, "I'm fine really... it was just a little thing.. but I'm fine.. thanks for coming..."
She walked in, "no problem.. and I wanted us to talk..."
I nodded in agreement, I mean she and I seriously needed to talk, "yes.. I have been clearing things with you for the past seven months.. and you just don't listen.. but we will talk, just not now.. I'm busy right now..."
She laughed dismissing what I said and concentrating on the less important as usual, "busy with what? Sleep?"
I shook my head, "no... I'll tell you when we can talk okay...."
She nodded, "can't we do it now..."
"Please listen to me... I am busy right now, I have a very important person here with me and I'd like sometime with her..." I clarified or so I think, because this kid shook her head, "Thandy...."
I was about to tell her to f**k off when Katherine's voice said, "Hey..."
I turned to her and smiled, "Hey babe..."
She came closer until she was next to me and I looked at Stacy, "this is my girlfriend Kat... and baby this is...."
"Stacy... it's nice to meet you.." Katherine said extending her hand for a shake and Stacy ignored her bluntly and looked at me, "Your what?"
"My girlfriend... I told you about her before and you just dismissed it..."
She shook her head and turned around heading for the door. I looked at Katherine and saw a look I couldn't register.
Stacy opened the door and said, "bye Kat... Thandy we will talk..." And just like that she was gone.
When I looked at Kat she still had that look.. "What's wrong babe..."
She opened her mouth and then nothing came out.
"Babyyyy..." I whined starting to get anxious..
"Wow... She... She looks like a super model...."
I shrugged, "she kinda is one.. she's been on a few magazines and runaways.. so she says..."
My girlfriend looked at me as if I was crazy, "then... what are you doing with me?"
Shocked I asked, "what?"
"Thandy... you can get any girl you want.. any girl believe me... but then you go for me....? Why not her?"
Was she insecure?
I took her hands and sat her down on the couch, "baby... I'm with you because I want you..."
"Did you see her or are you just blind...?"
Okay on a serious note, Stacy was your now description of "sexy and beautiful" she looked amazing.. but that didn't matter, looks were deceiving.. I mean the girl was literally crazy obsessive over me.. but darn, She was hotter than me too.
"I'm not blind.. all I see is you and oh God I'm loving the view.."
She blushed, "stop... I'm saying the truth here.. why me and not her.."
"Coz she's not you..."
She rolled her eyes, "you are not helping you know... I just want to know... she's everyone's dream girl."
I shook my head a bit, she honestly was insecure a bit. I sighed knowing I have to be honest about this or she'll doubt herself,
I smiled, "Kat, the first time I saw you my heart was like she is the one..."
She laughed and rolled her eyes, "God you are such an idiot..."
As she was smiling laughing at my stupid joke, I removed my smile and started talking seriously, "Kat... the first time I saw you you had blood on your eyes and my mind wasn't functioning well.. I was thinking 'did I kill her' but when I saw you I smiled like an i***t, you looked so beautiful it was breathtaking... like I killed you and you came back an Angel"
I kept quiet as I played the event in my head and then smiled a bit, "I refused when you asked me to get out of the car... but then your stubborn ass didn't listen to my stubborn ass.. you managed to convince me and stop me from trying to kill myself.. you Changed my life, you gave me a second chance in life, but mostly a second chance on love... I never thought I'd care for someone the way I do for you, and that stupidly grew faster that anything, It's terrifying... you mean a lot to me.. you are kind, amazing, smart, funny, weird, crazy..amazing and beautiful... you are the whole package.. you are everything and MORE that I want in a woman... you are yourself.. that's why I'm with you and not her..."
She was lost for words. Had no idea what to say. She just looked at me shocked.
I smiled and brushed her hand, "Baby... if you were to chose between me and Stacy.. who would you choose?"
She smiled, "Don't do that to me..."
I laughed, "come on.. just be honest..."
"I'd chose Stacy..."
I laughed, "why...."
"Because I'm sure she doesn't collide with human beings or cars.. so I won't have to worry about her a lot..."
I smiled, "I am so glad you came... I missed you so much..."
She pulled me into a hug, and whispered, "I'd choose you over and over again..."
I laughed, "I think Stacy is a better choice. I mean you are old and wrinkled, you don't need all that stress...."
She slightly pushed me away, "I hate you... Ohh I so hate you kid..."
"I hate you too...."
We both laughed and stared at each other, I was really glad she was here... She leaned in and kissed me. I smiled, "I still hate you..."
She laughed, "of course you do..."
And she continued kissing me. This time around she took off my tank top revealing my sport bra. She bit her lower lip and examined my body. I smiled and pulled her closer again.... and she kissed me and pushed me on my back, laying me back down...
She started kissing my lips then went to my cheek, then my jaw down to my neck and then she lifted her head up to look at me.
She was looking for assurance.. She wanted to know if she can continue or not..
I smiled and she connected her lips with my neck again making me sigh in pleasure....