"Cut... Cut... Cut...." the director yelled for the third time... what the hell is going on?"
We were doing my kissing scene now, and the ice Princess was being her usual bitchy self...not 'comfortable with kissing me'
I mean yesterday after a few scenes we did talk about the kiss and she said she doesn't kiss girls but because I'm clean she will settle for me.... I know right... Insane..
I openly told her that I'm gay and have a woman and she gagged as if that was disgusting, I mean we was going to kiss, that was disgusting enough for me...
She made awful remarks but I ignored her coz this girl was known to do anything to get one's attention. Then she ended up saying 'fine... I'll not be hard.. I'll just do it and get it over with...'
I shook my head looking at the director, "talk to her... I can't be here tomorrow.. I have a flight back to South Africa so I can bring my family for graduations..."
The woman nodded and turned to the ice Princess, "Susan.... you know you have to do this right.... so can you drink water and come on set...."
Susan looked at me with those icy eyes and I held my shoulders and pretended to be terrified coz of the stupid look.. the production laughed. The girl finally came on set after drinking water...
The producer smiled, "you guys would make a good married couple. We totally should make you marry... Now, this is your first kiss... sparks have to be in the air, as much as it is going to be a surprise, I want it meaningful and showing the connection between you two... you are best friends for Goodness sake, you have that connection.. now do this..."
I sighed and looked at the girl in front of me, "listen I don't like Susan but I love Bridgette... now, will you please put your Bridgette face on so I can be in love...."
The production laughed at me again and the girl sighed, "fineeee..."
My sense of humor is probably what kept me here and what made them want me back, I always managed to make them laugh with my stupid jokes even for a few seconds..
"AND.... ACTION!...."
I watched as Bridgette walked down the hallway of the school looking a bit distraught, I was standing by a near corner waiting for her as we planned. She took out her phone and tried to dial someone but quickly hung up, she stopped walking when she reached her locker room and opened the thing. Then she lost it. I saw her bang the door and hide her face in her hands..
I was tempted to go to her but I didn't. She wiped away her tears and closed the locker, took her phone and put it on her ear, 'you know what I don't care, you can do whatever you wanna do and screws whoever you wanna screw.. I am done with you...' then she angrily hung up.
She looked around to see if there's anyone who saw her but when she realized that she was alone, she straightened herself up and then started walking like the princess that she was...
She slowly approached me and I hid around the corner. As soon as she showed up I lifted my hands up and made a roaring sound... "grrrr"
She gasped as she got frightened a bit but rolled her eyes when she realized that it was me, "what the hell dude...."
I rested my hand over her shoulder, "we need to go out today..."
She shook her head sadly, "not happening... I don't feel like being in front of a crowd now.."
"What's wrong?" I asked as expected.. but the honest truth is I already knew that her character boyfriend was cheating on her since I saw him kiss another character..
"Austin is cheating..." She said tirelessly and I pulled her to a nearby classroom. I closed the door behind us as I let my 'best friend' cry on my shoulder.
"It's going to be okay Bridgette... you deserve much better than him anyways" I tried to console the girl and she pulled away, "but why can't he love me the way I love him? Why? Is there something wrong with me?"
I shrugged and smiled thinking, that happens a lot, "well we do turn to fall for people who don't love us that way...but it doesn't mean we need fixing.. it means there's someone out there who's better for us..."
She rolled her eyes, "who? Brat Pitt?"
I laughed, "you have cut him out... just someone else who really loves you and would do anything for you..." I said that meaning it coz I was in love with her but scared of ruining our friendship.
She shook her head, "I don't ask for much, I just need someone who'll love me for who I am, respond to my texts, check up on me, take me out occasionally, make me laugh, loyal, tell me he loves me and support my dreams... nothing more, I'm not asking for them to be perfect, they need to love me..and actually put effort..."
I laughed, "to me, sounds like what you need is a girlfriend"
She laughed and shoved me off playfully. Then looked at me, "you are an idiot.. and you always know what to say to make me laugh.."
I smiled and wiped away her tears, "It's okay Bree, just be open minded, you'd find that someone who really loves you has always been with you but you are so focused on Austin that you shut everyone out..."
She made a disgusted face, "who? Marcus? Eww no, he is probably gay..."
I laughed as she mentioned one of our guy friends as an option, I mean I was right here and she didn't see that. It hurt a bit but I wasn't as showing too.
I sighed, I needed to do something and quick.
"Maybe I should just give up on love," she said, "maybe I am not meant to be loved..." She said the second sentence sitting on a table, I went to her and stood in front her. I took her hands in mine.. God them hands fit so perfect together...
"Don't... there's someone out there who is dying to be with you.."
"Who? Matt Damon?"
I stared at her for a few seconds and she looked at me weirdly, I mean of course I expected that reaction, then I whispered, "you'll find someone..."
She rolled her eyes, "when? When I'm 49 and wrinkled and....."
Before she could continue, as expected I connected my lips with hers.. She froze immediately, but I let go of her hands and put mine behind her head then started deepening the kiss..
She was stunned and shocked at first but she responded and kissed me back. Her hands were in the air like the producer said but they fell and she held my jacket and pulled my body towards her..
"AND CUT!!!......"
but she kept on kissing me... I removed my hands behind her head and held her hands trying to remove them from my jacket..
I finally managed to pull away, "they said cut..."
She smirked at me, "Oh sorry... I didn't hear that..." then she turned and faced everyone, "enjoyed the extra show?"
"Only if you enjoyed it...." the director said and we all laughed.
"Okay guys, we are done for today.. but we have drinks in an hour to bit farewell to Thandy.. this will be a dull two weeks without your crazy jokes...." out director said and I hugged the woman, "awww Steph... I'll miss you guys too..."
I took that gap in between now and the tiny party later to Skype my girl who was about to start working in six hours.. I went to my trailer and locked myself in, then threw myself on the tiny bed that was in here.
"Babyyyyyyyy...." She said sitting in her bed and I laughed, "are you sure you are forty nine years old babe?"
She smiled, "I so am babe..."
I took her in, she was wearing shorts and a tank top, her hair was in a messy bun... She looked so sexy I felt hot immediately looking at her..
I but my lower lip, "God baby.. why are you so f*****g hot and so far from me?"
She laid on her side and smiled, "the hot part... I think you are blind, and on the far part.. baby what were you going to do?"
She asked that question very seductively... I slowly unzipped my jacket and took it off, leaving me on the Jean and shirt I had on before the shoot. She smiled and licked her lips, "are you going to reveal a bit more for me?"
I laughed a bit and looked at my door, It was locked, I looked back at my laptop.. "how much more do you want revealed..."
She pointed at the screen, "that all there is mine and if I wanna see it, I shall.. with no hustle..."
I took my shirt off and was on my bra, she took in one deep breath and then let it all out, "baby... what are you doing to me?"
I smiled and stripped off my jeans too, leaving me on my panty and bra....
Thing is, she knew all of me naked coz I have sent her nudes before.. She refused to send me hers and I got angry at her for three days. I mean I should be having her nudes on my phone, but she dug up every excuse on the book just to say no.
So she bit her lower lip and closed her eyes..
"Baby.."
She kept quiet..
"Baby..."
She sighed and opened her eyes and they were dark blue, very dark.. I knew she was turned on. She smiled and said in a hoarse voice, "I need you to do something for me..."
I nodded...
"I need you to f**k yourself for me... now..."
My jaw dropped and I looked at her, "what?"
"You heard me.... now I am going to help you through it... I'll tell you what to do. And you'll do it exactly like that.."
I mean th is was twisted I know, firstly I was at a trailer at work.. secondly I could get caught.. thirdly, I could fucken get caught...
"Baby I'm at work...."
"Then you need to make it quick and c*m for me..."
The air caught my throat, what was going on with my girlfriend, "who are you and what have you done with my girlfriend?"
She laughed and put her hand over her boob on her heart. "She's right here...with you.. coz you got my heart...."
Flattered, I smiled and said, "you got mine too babe..."
She smiled, "Then baby let me walk you down this path before someone knocks on your door..."
I looked back at the door and was stopped by her saying, "no no no no no no no honey....look at me.. and do as I say..."
Shit I gotta agree that this was scary, but it also turned on the f**k out of me, I was dripping and wanted to be touched.
"Baby no..." I said in a whisper and she smiled, "I need you to lick your middle finger, make it wet and slowly... I mean slowly drag it down your tummy from your collar bone to my goods in between your thighs..."
I took in one deep breath, and what followed after that was out of my control. I couldn't help myself.
She watched me as I licked my finger and then sucked on it a bit, then did as she asked. I slowly dragged it on my skin down my tummy until I reached the destination she mentioned... I sighed and tilted my head to the right...
She shook her head, "babe don't lose eye contact with me.. look at me.. hey..."
I sighed but looked at her anyways.. She bit her lower lip, "lick it again and play with your nipples..."
I sighed but took off my bra and then did as she asked.. played with my hard n*****s as the throbbing in between my thighs got higher and higher...
"Good girl.... good girl..." She said looking at me dead in the eyes and there was just something with her eyes. They pulled me in and mesmerized me I didn't even know what to do but just follow the instructions...
"Now.. I need you to slowly take of your undies and then start playing with yourself..."
My eyes shot open at her.. I mean at this point this was going to feel amazing.. but she wanted me to go totally naked in here...
I looked by the door and then back at her, she nodded, "do it...."
Slowly I moved my hand from my breast to my stomach and slowly opened my legs. I then shyly snuck my hand inside my pants...
"Remove it babe...."
I managed to shake my head no a bit. My body was becoming hot... way hot.
I rested my middle finger on my clit.. and then slowly started rubbing it making my body shake tremendously. I closed my eyes and heard her say, "baby don't... don't close your eyes.. I need to see you..."
I sighed and opened my eyes anyway, immediately meeting hers and to my luck I was close.. was pretty close than usual... "I'm close...."
"Remove your hand.."
I furrowed my brows at her as if she was going crazy, she shook her head and ordered again, "baby take your hand away...now!"
I did so frustratedly, "but you can't do this to me babe.. you can't... I wanna get off.. please.. now..."
She shook her head, "It's too soon..."
"No... please.. for you.. let me c*m for you please..and I'm still at work.."
She sighed defeated and bit her lower lip, "Okay... you can cum...."
I wasted no time into putting my hand right where it was initially. I started playing with myself as I looked at my girlfriend dead in the eyes as I soon felt the blood boil and the rush building in.. my whole body was like it was set on fire...
"I'm close..." I said again feeling very close now...
"Babe.... I need you to c*m for me and I need you to say my name when you do..."
I didn't even hear her finish up as I concentrated on stimulating my clit a lot. My legs clenched, and the rush hit my whole body making it shake tremendously.
"Ahh f**k Kat....." I said that as I dropped my head and lost my breath.
Then after a minute of gathering my f*****g thoughts I sighed, "what the f**k did I just do?"
She giggled, "I am the happiest girlfriend in the whole world...."
I shook my head, "why did you make me do that?"
Awfully, after cumming I felt so empty, like my love and everything has been pulled out of me.
I finally managed to lift my head up and made those eyes meet.. She licked her bottom lip, "that was so sexy... you have thee amazing body ever babe.."
I rolled my eyes, "baby why did you make me do it? And oh God I feel so...."
"Empty? Lost?" She asked and I furrowed my brows at her, "Okay... witchcraft is really bad you know..."
She laughed.. shook her head a bit and laughed again, "Oh God I am so unbearably amazingly scarily in love with you Thandy Phakathi... I love you..."
My world stopped....
Did she just.....
Then a knock on my door disturbed me, "idiot.. we are doing this for you remember.. come out.. nooow"
I sighed and she shrugged, "you have to go.. it's okay..."
I quickly put on my clothes, "God babe I'm so sorry..."
I got up and put my shoes on and she was looking at me all this while.. I took my phone put it in my pocket and then stood up...
"I guess I should just sleep for three hours and then get ready when I wake up... "
I nodded and blew her a kiss, "we will talk again babe.. in 23 hours..."
"Go work babe... we will talk again."
I stood there and said, "Kat..."
She looked at me, "yes....?"
"I love you... always have...." and then I left her..