Haven I wake up with a start. My hands automatically search for Deni in the bed. I breathe a sigh of relief as I find him lying right next to me. I breathe in his scent, calming myself. Shit…my heart hammers in my chest. It was only a nightmare, I think to myself as I pull him close. He moans, snuggling into me. I hold him close as I relive the nightmare – feeling every devastating emotion like it happened for real. Things didn’t go as planned in the nightmare and I lost him. Damn… I shake off the fear I felt in the nightmare, and relish the feel of Deni sleeping next to me. Nothing is going to happen to us. From this day forward we are going to live happily ever after. I silently declare kissing his forehead. I look at the window. And I can see that it’s dark outside. It must

