Piti Four months ago, I was certain of how my life would turn out. I would marry CJ, we would have a family and I would live the rest of my life as if it were already planned out for me. I never realized before that's not what I wanted. In fact, there's a lot of things I'm just now realizing I didn't know about myself. I never realized how much Ashley and I had in common until spending the past week with her. She loves the color pink and all things that glitter and sparkle just as much as I do. I've been helping her decorate the house for Christmas, even though it's not even Thanksgiving yet. Most people have a rule against this, but I love Christmas and everything about it. I wish we could celebrate it all year around. "I love your tree topper," I tell her, admiring the hand-m