Joanna My heart was breaking for him. He had been through so much, lost so much. But he had to know that none of it was his fault. The fact that he was blaming so much on his own shoulders felt like a knife to the chest. But his words finally registered in my brain. “What do you mean? That's not true at all!” I whispered to him. I don't know why at this moment my eyes decided to fill with tears. I tried so hard to keep them in. I wasn't going to cry and show him how weak I was. “I meant what I said Jo. I am no good for you. I'm only going to break you” he was lying with his back pressed against my headboard and he had a mask of indifference on his face. He looked hollow and empty. A bit of sadness laid in his eyes but he hid it well. “Why do you think this is all your fault? Anyone with

