Amber It's been five days since our, rather my, blowout towards Hunter. I've done nothing but cry every waking second wanting nothing more than to have someone take all this pain and flush it out of my system. I find myself unconsciously rubbing my stomach thinking that there is still something growing inside me and when the truth hits, I double over in pain, my heart still managing to c***k even more. The morning after everything went down, I opened my door and found a duffel bag of mine on the floor filled with clothes and my phone. There was a text from Chrissy saying that Reeve drove her up to visit his parents for the weekend and they didn't like the fact that I had nothing here. There was another message from Mason, concerned about me and wanting to make sure I was okay. I came to