Bonded to you

Episode 10

I was afraid that he wouldn't let me get close to him, but if I wanted to take care of him, I had to try. I rode to the farm. It didn't feel nice at all to be here without him. It was surprising, but there was no one. I thought maybe they finished the work already. I left Ivy outside and walked into the stable. They've got 20 horses, and we loved them all, but now I had to check on Eclipse. I know exactly where to find him. He stood in his place showing his back to me.

"Hi Eclipse."

I said. He lifted his head, and turned to me. I was really surprised when he put his head out and pushed it into my shoulder. I slowly lifted my hand and slipped my palms down on his forehead. I caressed him, and he let me do that. I was sure these creatures could feel what those people felt who were close to them. I think he just knew exactly how much I missed Kaiden, just like he did.

I wanted to take him out for a little bit. It could be horrible for him like that. Since Kaiden left, he was locked in there and I couldn't be there with him all the time to make sure they let him out a bit. Actually, that was the first time I came to see him. When Kaiden was there, he took him out really often. Actually, he was out more than in. I didn't even dare to try to sit on him, so I decided I was just going to connect him to Ivy, and we were going to have a walk like that.

As I'd got him ready, I heard someone coming in. I turned my head to the door to see Hamish. He was the one who the Caldwells asked to take care of Eclipse since they left. That was his duty. He was in his forties and his attitude made me frightened. He had brown hair, actually he still got some hair, he had brown eyes, he always smiled and smelled of alcohol often, which was really annoying and disgusting. He was tall and had a big belly. He was a big and strong man, but ugly. I hated the way he was looking at me.

"Serena, dear."

"Hamish."

"What are you doing?"

"You can see. I will take Eclipse out for a walk. I'll bring him back shortly."

"Have you got permission, dear?"

I looked at him.

"I have been asked to do that."

"Oh I see. Do you miss your boyfriend?"

"I do, if you wanna know."

He stepped closer, which made Eclipse nervous.

"You shouldn't come closer. Eclipse doesn't like it."

He laughed.

"That fu*king beast. They should have killed him by now. This beast won't listen to anyone. Just making trouble and wasting food."

I looked at him. I was angry. How dare he? I thought it was better to leave. I pulled Eclipse and walked out of the stable with him. I could feel Hamish following me. He watched as I connected the two horses together, then I sat up on Ivy and started to walk with them. Somehow, leaving puts me at ease. We had a long walk around the farm. I could see it made Eclipse happy.

After that, we went back. I pulled him into his stall and put some hay and grain for him. I brought him clean water and cleaned his place. I've put fresh bedding for him and cleaned his hooves. In those few days, they only gave him food, but no one dared to go close to him, so I decided I was going to come every day. Maybe one day he's going to trust me enough that I can take him for a ride. I closed the door of the stall and caressed his forehead.

"Don't worry, Eclipse, I'll take care of you till Kaiden comes back. I'll come tomorrow."

I kissed his forehead and turned around to see something that I really didn't want to see. Hamish grinned at me, it was visible he was drunk.

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"Where are you going, beautiful?"

I was frightened inside, but I tried to stay calm.

"I'm leaving now. Please get out of my way."

"You know, you are more beautiful when you say please. I want you to say it more."

Then he pulled me close to him and tried to kiss me. I tried to break free from his grip, but he was stronger than me. I slapped him hard and started yelling for help, but it just made him angry. He used some dirty linen to keep my mouth shut, he stuffed my mouth with that, and he pushed me on the ground, turned me on my tummy and pulled my hands behind my back.

I felt lost when I felt what was happening. He had a rope with him and he tied my hands behind my back, then turned me around. I was crying and I tried to be loud, but he laid on me. I tried to kick him but he pushed my legs on the ground by kneeling on them and holding my neck.

"Do you want to die too?"

I trembled and cried harder, but I shook my head.

"Then just shut up."

Then he unbuttoned my shirt and pulled my bra down. He held my n*****s in his mouth. And in a little while he pulled my jeans down. He pulled my panties on the side and started to put his fingers on me. I was too dry for that, it hurt really much. I felt like I wanted to die. I hoped that he wouldn't go further, but I was wrong, he unzipped his trousers.

I felt like I was going to throw up, but he pushed that into me. All of my thoughts were on Kaiden. I felt like I'd never be able to look into his eyes anymore. It didn't take long. Soon he started panting and groaning and at least he pulled it out before his climax. He massaged my breast while he was calming down. Then he pulled me up and untied my hands, but he held my neck from behind.