I watch as Katie walks out of the bedroom with her mom right beside her. She closes the door firmly into place and leaves me alone with Josh. I saw the confusion on his face as his sister hugged him tightly before she left and then closed the door. He waits a few minutes before he walks over and sits next to me on the edge of the bed. “What’s wrong, darling?” He put his hand on top of mine as he slowly started to stroke the top of my hand with his thumb.
I couldn’t help myself at that moment. I leaned in close to him and buried my face into his chest as I fell apart in his arms. I haven’t told him what I found out on Monday. I haven’t told him what I feel is going to have to happen in order for us to have the babies he wants. I haven’t even wanted to accept these facts myself, let alone
