XAVIER I can not help but stand frozen where I am. I just heard my mother telling me that Clara is out with a man. I do not know why I am surprised to hear that because she is beyond what you would call beautiful. She is in a completely different class of elegance and any man would be a fool not to notice her. But now I find myself wanting to be that victim that wants her so badly. I can not describe the jealousy that I feel at this moment. Is it then possible that I always knew in my heart that she was not really my sister? Is it then possible that I chased all those suitors away because I wanted to be the suitor? How is it possible that only a year and a little bit can make such a change? I feel anger pushing up in my heart. I do not want her to be with this man. But then I remembere