CLARA
I get out of bed completely exhausted because I have not slept anything last night. I make my way to the shower and quickly try to look presentable for Sir Robertson. I know that there was a discussion that he would leave early in the morning so I will make myself ready to greet him before he leaves.
As I start to wash myself I can not help as my thoughts immediately go back to Xavier. After what happened last night and the feelings that I felt, I guess that nothing will be the same again. It is almost impossible for me to see him as my brother.
I remember how I felt highly irritated by everything he did when we grew up but now it is as if other thoughts have replaced those memories. All I seem to remember is how he looks and how he smells and how he is all man now.
Then I have t
