CLARA It was good to catch up with Yvonne. I really needed a distraction from my thoughts and she was the perfect scapegoat. She says her goodbyes as she needs to go back to her family because her husband likes to know where she is at all times. I only met him once and I recall that I did not really like him but she tells me that he makes her happy. I guess that is all you need then. I think about marrying Sir Robertson and I am sure that he would make me happy. But happiness is not what I am looking for because I have tasted something else. When I spoke to Xavier again, something strange happened. I felt something that I have never felt with anyone before and I just can not get that feeling out of my mind and heart. I make my way back to my house and I realized that I might not even ge

