BRIAN I watch as we fly through the clouds and I suddenly experience a longing to have that beast between my legs again. I miss being able to control such power by the slight movement of my hand. But my thoughts are interrupted by a voice. “Sir” I turn to look at the air stewardess and then I say. “Yes?” “I am sorry to bother you but I have a message for you” I can not help feeling completely confused and then she hands me a piece of paper. I take it and then she turns around walking away. I still wanted to ask her about it but she did not give me a chance. I open the note and it reads “Do not be alarmed, it is all as it should be”. Again I see the letter “P” and I wish I know what he meant by this. Then our plane makes its approach to land and we exit the plane. I